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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
So, damn, fast. The secfours are gonna step down tomorw, SYF day. It all seemed so fast. I can still remember coming into band when i was in secone. Ha. I almost joined choir. Heng ahh~ I couldnt imagine my life without band. Bet it'd be plain. Band's part of my life. Take that away, you'll have to kill me too:D Okay. Let me rant about SYF. Mayb i wont feel so stressed. Oh ho, mayb i'll get more paranoid and bcome worse. Hur. I REALLY want to get a gold award! I want others to look at our band and think, yeah. That's a good band. I dont want my efforts to go down the drain. I dont want people to laugh at the frenchhornists, saying that we're a bunch of pathetic players. -sigh- Hopefully. I. Wont. Make. Any. Mistakes. Tomorw. I'll miss loads of people after stepping down. I'll miss joan, xiaoting, dalston, ernest, mengliang, rachel, hazimah, Best of luck skyband! Do your best:D I'm going to be a GOOD girl and i'm going to SLEEP. ta~ Sunday, March 29, 2009
Ah. Ahh. Ahhh. Ahhhh. Here we go again. Hola. Woke up at 7.oo to go to the graveyard(?). Wore a white spag top and black skirt. My relatives prolly thought i'm crazy. Oh yes. Did i mention? My toenails are PURPLE. Lol. Okay. So what if i'm not dressed appropriately? At least i made an effort to visit. Hrummmph There's TONS of homework still untouched. Die. Die. Die. Ahhhh~ And i haven't wash pepper's cage. Bloody shit. Gotta go. Dad's being a fucking ass. Saturday, March 28, 2009
Jingyi is NOT online. It's all an illusion. She's saving the world! :D  Yes. I AM saving the world. -Plays superman theme song- Sectionals was okay today. Joan and the clarinetist came(Daphne and Jewel(?)(Pronounced as Ju-wher). Lunched with joan, and while waiting for her to buy her !#$^*^% chicken rice, my ba-chor-mee passed out cold. Lol. Complete declaration and the rest went home. Pratice for almost 45mins with nigel repeating unfamiliar parts over and over again. I'm sure everyone fainted after hearing our high D. Haha. It's horrendous. Sound like haunted mansion. Haha. Dinner with racheeeew and ian afterwards, talk about loads of personal stuffs. :D Okay i'm tired. Ta~ Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Dont make me fall for you I'm tired, tired, tired. And pretty sick of french horn section. Damn, there's Physic Spa tomorw. Aw, aw, aw. Took a sudden liking to Hershey's choc. DARK choc. Aww. Aweesome. Thursday, March 19, 2009
I'm a walking nightmare/ Lets start this all over again. Here's the reason i cried so many times yesterday. Flunked my piano exam, despite practising really hard for it. Really. I've practise 5 hours straight and i've never done that in my entire life before. Never. From grade one to seven, i'm always the one who didnt bother to practice becos, well frankly becos i dont like piano. Who will? If you have parents who'll only praise your brother and look at you like you're some shit who cant play it properly. I daresay i flunked it becos i was afraid. Very afraid. To an extend i cant even play a simple thing properly. Oh did i mention? I get occasional blank out too. Sigh. But the pieces was okay. At least not as bad as the scales and the aural. Please god. Just let me pass. Cooked spaghetti for lunch. Lol. I'm quite nauseous, having ate spaghetti yesterday. And today. Euuw. Yesterday was sooo fun. :D Okay i run out of things to blog. Ta~ Wednesday, March 18, 2009
That's what friends are for/           I'm so stressed, i'm painting my nails/ I'm hyperventilating Piano exam is a mere 3 and a half hour away. Gosh. Time really flies, and i'm so dead. ): Did i mention i painted my nails? The theme is. OREO - O! Lol. Okay. That's pretty lame. Wish me luck later! Really hope i'll pass. Urggh. Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Panic attack/ Ah. Ahh. Ahhh. Ahhhhhhhhhhh! Shit. Shit. Shit. SHIT. Regrets/ If only.. There you go. I'm always regretting. Regretting when i didnt treasure, regretting when i could made full use of my time but i didn't, regretting when i could have done much better. Wouldnt it be nice, if there's a time machine? Than i can go back and change what i did/did not do. -sigh- Tomorw's the BIG day. Piano exam. I dread it): I'm afraid. Afraid that i'll fail. All the time i spent for piano, -poof- becomes nothing. -sigh- Intensive piano practice from 1.30pm onwards. :/ Jiayou Jingyi! :D Okay here's something random. I'm gonna name my child chole! haha. Future child. And DANNY! So cute right. But i'll prolly give them a stupid chinese name. Hm. Ju hua. HAHA. Tp6 would prolly know why-.- Sunday, March 15, 2009
I MISS KOREA D: Okay some nice nice pictures from korea. Guess i like these more than the rest;D                                                      .jpg) .jpg)    |
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