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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, February 27, 2009
Back to square one School's today is pretty much the same. Well, what will you expect from a life of a sec four besides studying, studying and STILL studying? And no. Nothing EXTRAordinary happen today. Nope sirrrre. No one kissed a frog to become a prince, nor did anyone learn how to cast killing spells to kill our Okay. Back to reality. Band was actually okay. Fhorn instructor said i've improved. Yay. Okay. But he STILL direct comments at me. Hurhur/: Band was kinda good. Xiaoting conducted(finally! a change!) and yes, it was good(: Yay. Such a wonderful change. Okay i'm going type crap here. IGNORE IT:D 10.00pm - Stop using the computer 10.00pm - 10.45pm - Play piano(practice 3rdapart and prelude&fugue) 10.45pm - 11.15pm - Study english SLEEPING TIMEZZZZZZZ. Lol. Ignore that, ignore that. That's just to make me feel more secure. Ho. Anyway. I'm a teeny bit crazy today. Ask choonkun! I've cried THREE times in front of him today. Yea i guess someone did trigger my emotion button. Haha. And thanks to those who consoled me(: Especially rachel, xiaoting, joan, denise and choonkun:D Love you guys loads! Now THINK carefully. That's a pretty long post eh? I really dont know. After all i've done or did not do, i'm STILL back to square one. Yes, maybe i could be more sensitive and considerate, but it's hard you know? What's the fucking reason to walk one big round, yet gaining nothing in return? Between A and B i've choose A. But in the end, i've lose both. Why? |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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