Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, December 25, 2008 Merry christmas to all:D Tuesday, December 23, 2008 Hellohello. Time flies yea? School's gonna reopen soon. Awww. My homeworks aren'nt finished yet. There's still one chinese erm, paper? Chinese compos(-cries-), xinmin papaer 2(maths) and two chapt of geog(we're supposed to draw mindmaps-.-) Siggggggh. I'm sooo dead. So i'll have to get ALL my homework done before christmas. Lol. And maybe, i shall make a show, a horror flick. Lol. Imagine this: Big big words, flashing neon lights : THE DAY BEFORE CHIRSTMAS; DO YOUR HOMEWORK OR SANTA WILL EAT YOU! MUAHAHA. Lol. Okay, lamee-o. But anyway, i really HAVE TO complete all my homeworks before christmas. And start revising after christmas. Countdown to christmas! one and a half day left! Lol. Does anyone actually countdown to christmas? Other than choonkun i supposed. -.- Okay gotta go. Ciao:D Wednesday, December 17, 2008 Hello all. Yes, im really blogging. Lol. Went to chem lessons at 8.00. Frigging early, considering the fact that i slept at 12.30am last night. Lol, apparently, mstan had a bad case of stomach ach which was no suprise as she had prata for dinner. Lol. Kel was at tuition too, i dashed into the room and check around for empty spaces and than i saw kel waving at me. Lol, i was like, who's is the blackblack guy waving to me? Than oh. It's kel. LOL, yea pretty dumb-.- And it turns out i forgot to bring my calculator. Lol. Started learning vectors and scalar, dont seem to grasp the concept. But yea, i'll work hard:D One more day and i'll be going to tuition again-.- Went to repierce my ears on monday, with nick alvin and ck. Now i got three holes! Yay me! And i wanna get more T.T Okay thats about all. Taaa~ Sunday, December 14, 2008 It has been a year. A year has passed and i've finally forgotten you. Im listening to habbo radio. Lol. The dj is damndamndamn cute! He's voice is super uber cute can! The second one also very cute! Very man:D o.o awwwwww im going gaga. And today is 14thdec. So fast righhht. One year ago i was crying my eyes out. Lol. Haha. And now, im pretty happy. I got great friends, and im quite happy yea. And i went to korea! YAY. Lol. And one year ago, there's a committee training remember! Haha, and thats the day i experience my very first breakup. o.o How fast time flies. Sighhhhh. Saturday, December 13, 2008 Frenchhorn outing on wednesday was fun. Went with choonkun to buy the $2.50 present, and meet the rest afterwards at 2.30 something. Board the train towards puggol and hey presto! We went back to sengkang. O.O I never knew that train could U-turn. Lol. Alighted at dobbyghaut and without even thinking, i rushed into the train going to bugis. Lol, i guess it's out of habbit? Or maybe it's the only train im familar with. So everyone went in, and guess what. Benben told me he havent even look at the map and than i rushed in. Lol. So yea, we went the wrong way. Watched bolt at shawhouse, the 3D one. Bloody waste of money. $10 for pictures that looks slighty 3D? naw. It's supeer not worth it. Ian picked chongrui's pressie, i picked benben's pressie, miaoying picked ian's pressie, nigel picked my pressie(pink shoelace with pokkadots.LOL) and benben picked nigel's pressie. Shall upload the pics next time! :D Tooddles! Wednesday, December 10, 2008 heyyy all. Tell you want, i'm gonna finish blogging about the korea trip next time kayys! Firstly, i've gotta post about monday. Hah. Went to jolyn house to do chinese hmwk on mon. And yes, we actually did some chi, but eunice and jolyn did most of the work, joan and i spent our time lying on jolyn's bed, trying to slack. Lol. Haaaha. Surprised? :D But a kidnap was attempted. On me by the way-.- and hell, i nearly suffocate-.- Pictures up! Okay, Ps. This got nothing to do with jolyn's house. Lol Click and enlarge this pic! It's the same pic which i started laughing like siao after it was taken Lol. Look at joan! She thinks she's dead. Lol Me is a ghost. Boo. Acting only lah! Twist like the korean way! Joaanychuaaany! *BIGGRINS* Emooo. Frenchhorn outing today was fun! Shall blog about it later! Monday, December 8, 2008 heyyy all. Today's a prettaye nice day right? It's raining, and it's cold. Kinda like korea, minus kimchis, beansprouts, steamboats, austin, roommates, korean language, korean WONs, annoying tchers, bus, people who look like bazhangs, gloves, coat, scaft, and etc.etc. Lol, okay i take back my words, it's totally NOT korea. Sigh, i miss korea so much! I miss xiaoting being my roommate I miss sitting beside my ganerzizuohui I miss crapping with everyone I miss EVERYTHING Sigh. Okay, enough of that-.- I'm like, really depressed every since the huge screwup. Wonder if i'll ever forget it. *sigh* Sunday, December 7, 2008 IM DEAD. I'VE GOT TO PERFORM AT 2.30pm AND I CANT PLAY THE SONG PROPERLY. DIE LIAO LAH! Tuesday, December 2, 2008 Yozzzzzzzzzzzzz. Okay, i dont know what got into me, i just feel like putting a lot of Zs. Heh. Was banned from playing habbo, so as my mum said, i'm playingusing too much comp. Hurr): But anyway, who cares, * isnt online. Nobody for me to chat with anyway. Hurr. And she'd probably forget about it the next day. Hoohum. There's band tomorw, *sigh* Band's getting a tad boring. Mrluuun's forever going true parts that frenchhorn doesnt have. And i always feels like going to sleep when he check others' parts. Sssssh. Ohyes. Geraldine's back in singapore! Yay, i can finally see her after so many years. Hoooohum. :D O: I'm bored, im gonna do a quiz! 1)Taken or single Me? Single lah. For almost a year alrd. LAAAAAG! :D 2) Do you like it? No-.- 3) Would you still kiss your ex? .. 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? Twice. (to be specific, but the last one was agonizing) 5) Do you believe that cheating is bad? Very, very bad. 6)Are you missing someone special right now? Lol, he isn't THAT special, but yea, i kinda miss crapping with him O: 7) Do you want children? DUH! 8) If yes, how many? Two is nice! 9)Would you consider adoption? Yup, why not? 10) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? Depends. If it's gonna be your close friend, wont it be weird and awkward? 12) Do you believe in celebrating an anniversary? Last time i dont. But now, yes. We really should treasure bfore we lose them, no? 13) Do you get butterflies when your around your crush? Duh? Okay, im still bored-.- Do you wear a ring on your finger? Sometimes Where are you right now? Home lah-.- What are you doing? This stupid quiz Do you miss anyone right now? Refer to my ^ answer Do you like the song 'I Kissed A Girl' by Katy Perry? Never heard of it bfore Are you mad at anyone? Nope Do you listen to your friend's advice when they give it to you? Sometimes Do you currently have a sunburn? Nope, i just came back from KOREA-.- Have your parents told you that you couldn't hang out with a certain person? I'm not going out with anybody-.- Would you rather shave your head or dye your hair bright orange? Bright orange; i think denise will love me. LOL Could you last an hour without talking? Yup! When is the last time you talked to the person you like or love? Er, i dont think i really LIKE or LOVE anyone now-.- What are you listening to right now? The sound the fan is making-.- Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? NO. Who was the last person who called you? Mum Have any interesting conversations lately? Yup, in korea. Lol. Is your day going good so far? Hai hao Do you find it in your heart to forgive? I forgive too easily. -.- Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl? Nope Can you trust most people? Depends Has anyone hurt you recently? Recently? No Do you enjoy life? Lol, if i have a steady, good results, fantastic music(piano;fhorn)skills, my life will be quite enjoyable you know-.- What do you do on the weekends? Tuition, piano lessons. Yadayada. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? GCK Whose bed did you sleep in last night? Mine la What are your plans for the next weekend? I got a piano concert-.- Im performing): What color shirt are you wearing? Grey, bought in hongkong Are you someone's best friend? Idk-.- Have you spoken to your mother today? Yup Are sunsets romantic? DUHHHH! Okay. Heres day one and two. DAYONE/TWO Went to the airport, and bfore boarding the plane, went to macs and yup, we're late again. Lol. So we RAN to terminal one just to find out that MDMY wasnt there yet. Whatthefark. Said our goodbyes to dalston mengliang joan jolyn. JOANCHUAWEIYING made me cried! Hrumph. So i got quite wet and swollen eyes. Hurrrr. Board the plane(finally) and guess what. I'm sitting with hanwei. -.- He swapped places with nat and well, i sat with nat. Was trying to sleep throughout the flight, but after tossing and turning around for a few hours, i gave up sleeping. Talked to nat throughout the trip. When we reached seoul, denise was being a weirdo, claiming that seoul isnt cold at all, while the rest of us are bundled up like bazhangs(adapted from denise-.-) Found out that our tourguide was Austin. She's nice. Haha, and she called us to call her austin unni. *Unni = big sister. Which, none of us did-.- Slept at the bus. (just like hongkong) and i swear! The bus trip was AWESOME. I really had a good sleep. Funny huh. It seems like none of us slept in the plane. Hoooohum. We're weeeeirdos. (okay i think it's time to apologise for writing in chunks-.- Sorry! I'll un-chunk it later, LOL) So uhm, the first place we went to is err,Gyeongbokgung palace (im reading off my hand book-.-) Uhm, i dont think i can remember the palace but i think it's nice? Yea-.- I was busy taking pictures. I think. Lol. Than we went to Namsangol hanok village. Which i can't remember anything. LOL. Than er we went to Cheong wa dae? O: ya i remember this. The blue blue thingy. Lol. Than we went for lunch? It was kinda nice. Nicer than hongkong's. But as usual, i didnt ate much. -.- Went to the war memorial thingy. And than brandon was sick, so xiaoting stayed and accompanied him and we end up sitting in the bus too. Than went to make kimchi and the hanbok wearing thing. My hanbok was orangey. Bright orangey mess. Whee. Lol. Making kimchi is like colouring. Haha, easy peasy. Went back to hotel and It's SMALL. Lol, xiaoting and I pushed the bed together so that we can have more space. Lol, shall show it to you later-.- Had LP at night with michelle denise xiaoting and hazmiah widhiah joined us afterwards. We stayed up and chat till about 2plus(korean time) than we went back to our room. Lol, tired lah. Thats all(: PICTURES:
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay