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I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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Saturday, November 29, 2008
HELLO PEOPLE! I'M BACK! :D Miss me??? Haha, you better do! Korea trip was AWESOME FUN FANTASTIC FABULOUS TERRIFIC (Yadayada) I had TONS and TONS of fun! WHEEE. Okay, i'll start blogging day by day. Lol, so that i wont get pissed of by the pictures and stop posting eventually. But firstly, i want to thank these guys for making my trip enjoyable and memorable. -ZHENGXIAOTING (my dear roommate!) -DENISEKANGMEIXIAN (who always pei-ed me!) -MICHELLEENGWEITING (who sat beside me for the first few; and last day -GOHCHOONKUN (for accompanying me and helping me;D) -ERNESTONGCHEEHUI (Lol, this one i dont know for what-.-) -BRANDONYEOJUNKIAT (Lol, this one i dont know for what also-.-) -TANZUOHUI (my ganerzi!) -NGOOYUNZHEN (for the mad shopping!) -NAT (for sitting beside me on the plane) -MY FRENCHHORN SECTION ; HAZIMAH WIDHIAH BENNEDICT IAN CHONGRUI -AUSTIN (the fantastic tourguide!) That's all(: Sunday, November 23, 2008
I'm going korea soon. Ta peeps! I'll miss joan and lizhen! Muackies:D Saturday, November 22, 2008
Whoa. Okayokayokay. -surrenders- I dont know what to start so hmm, i just started with Whoa. Lol. Anyway, i've got LOADS of things to blog, oh well, hopefully i can blog without feeling bored. CAN JOANCHUAWEIYING PLEASE UPDATE HER BLOG! CAN GOHCHOONKUN UPDATE HIS BLOG AGAIN! Had a rather bad case of stomach cramps(due to yesterday's uhm moment of recklessness(?)) Yup. Something like that. Cos i really wanted to drink greenappleiceblended yesterday! I'm going korea tomorw and i cant drink that anymore ): Yesterday, she's being a real BITCH. Fuckshit. We're ONLY allowed to wear our band tees? And ho, we must tie our hair at all times? Hurr. So shit can. I've alrd planned what to wear tomorw and ha, she just had to be a real ass and destroy it all. __ OHYES. AND NO SKINNIES. So fuck right. (ernest is really unhappy about this, hoho-.-) Rigght. One more day to korea. Anyway, im sorry that my thoughts/post are all jumbled up. Bigbigsorry! These are the things i want to do/eat/drink bfore going to korea: 1)PRACTICE PIANO(it's not a want, it's a must-__-) 2)FIND ALL FATED TO LOVE YOU SONGS AND UPLOAD IN MY PHONE 3)FIND MORE SONGS! 4)TAKE PICTURES WITH JOAN(to see in korea(:) 5)EAT THE HOTDOT THINGY 6)REMEMBER TO BRING EVERYTHING I NEED TO BRING TO KOREA-.-) Thats about all. I really don't understand. Heck, i don't even talk to you nor do i even talked about you. Fuck off and stop ruining my life okay? You've alrd taken my friends. Sod it. And you, yes you. I'm so disappointed, friends? I think not. What am i, a stranger? Why is our 3years friendship gone just becos of a bitch? She'll only bitch around betraying friends. And you even ignore me now. Holyshit. But thankgodness i still got friends. Sod it. I dont need friends like you two. Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Hellohellohello. Yesterday's committee outing was AWESOME. Super duper fun! My first cycling partner was Ernest. Whee. He was quite steady lah. Haha, sorry ernest for screaming so much. -.- In the middle of the ride, ernest dropped his earpiece while cycling, Lol, so dumb lor-.- Then i changed place with ernest and *gasps* i'm in the front. Lol. But yay, i did it anyway, with dalston's joan's ernest's encouragement. Thanks ^^ Then i cycled ernest to the shopthatsellsdrinks and guess what, i didn't brake in time. Whee. And we ended up cycling an extra small round. Lol. Bought Lemontea to drink and i was really thirsty! And i drank the whole bottle*to be continued later* Than after changing partners, i ended up with *drumroll* Choonkun. Omg. He's a lousy driver. So unstable lor. And i almost fall twice. Than exchange place with choonkun and phew, i think i'm able to live a few years more. Joan fell down (takecare dear!) and i don't know what happen, i ended up riding with her, me in front of cos. Than we went to the playground and sat on the spinning thingy. Blue colour one. SO nauseous! *continued* bcos i drank the whole bottle of lemontea! eee. Anyway, dalston applied his knowledge of physics and helped us stilled the bluespinningthing, and helped us take loads of pictures. (will upload them later) Thanks dalston! Anyway, when i'm on the bluethingy, it was so uncomfortable. Lol, my specs are jammed into my face, and i was squeezed. ahhh. -.- Afterwards, we head back to the rentalplace, and guess what, my next partner was *drumroll* Brandon. And helloo? I'm in front. Lol. Than it was phototaking time. Lol, shall post later. Than we headed to the beach! Pictures! (Will update the rest next time!) Monday, November 17, 2008
Hello world. Another 6 more days to korea! Friday, November 14, 2008
Weello peeepos. They're flying off to europe now. Whee, lucky them. Heh heh. Soon, it'll be our turn! Yay us! Now to be specific, another 8 more days to go! And we'll be flying off to korea! yay! Okay, tomorw's gonna be BUSY. I'll have to wake up at 8, and complete my tuition homework by 10 and practiced my scales, my Mozart piece, and my prelude, fugue, and lastly puppet song. Whee. So much, so little time. Choonkun's sis was talking to Brandon and Joan and me online just now. Haha, it's hilarious, you should see it! Thursday, November 13, 2008
Weeello peepos. Today, suck. I was ASLEEP and at around 9 plus, GOHCHOONNEH called me and asked me why i wasn't attending band practice. Whaaattheheck. SO i RUSHED to the bloody school. Hrumph. Been playing habbo(yes i know it's lame) nowadays. Whee. There's a room called, Don't forget the lyrics. Haha, real entertaining. Cutee(: No seriously, it's really funny. Yada yada yada, you get my point. Korea trip is coming and we'll be flying off next sunday. Whoa so fast! And won't it be nice if you and your boyfriend are going for the trip? It's be sooo sweet and romantic and AWESOME! Hm. So far, there isn't any couple in band going for the korea trip. Hurhur. Imagine talking to your (Imaginary-.-) boyfriend over the phone for HOURS(Hotel phone are freee!) as long as your roommate is okay with it. Haha. Imagine going shopping together, eating together, and playing together. It's nice luh. There's someone to accompany you when you're bored, and someone to care for you. *Faints* So nice. *Sigh* Okay, lets stop daydreaming Jingyi -.- Whee, im hungry. ): Lets make a conclusion and i'm off for lunch! Conclusion: Read the post above lah! Sunday, November 9, 2008
Weello people. Today's sunday. Sunday means i have to face my horrible, mean tcher for piano later. And god bless me. Lets hope i wont have to hear her scream at me today. Hurhur-.- Some guy from msn(which i don't know him) had a convo with me, asking me what am i doing. Weeird. Oh wait. Mayb i do know this guy? Naah. I don't think so. Weird huh. *Sigh* Am waiting for the bloody mail to come. You know, the one that gives me my username and password for habbohotel. Gee. I'm really lame. Fancy playing habbo at this age. Haha, can't really blame me though, i've got nothing, absolutely NOTHING to do(when i use the computer) Hm. Mayb i should start playing games like, i dont know, ____?(something?) Nah. Bloody waste of time. Lol. But oh well. -.- Tsktsk, the mail hasn't arrived and i'm awfully bored! Yes, Jingyi's bored, and she's ranting on like nobody's business. Hoho. Funny thing huh. I remembered my password but HECK, i dont recall what on earth my username is. .____. Nada. No mail. URGH. Okay, lets change the topic. I'm thinking of a new url for my blog. Hm. I want, something, Unique. Mayb in french? Cooooool:D Okay, how about something SHORT so that i can remember. Lol. Okay YAY. I've finally signed into habbo! By creating another account. Lol. Okay gotta go people! Jingyi loves you all! :D Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Adding on to Was supposed to go for physics(boring) lessons at 10. Denise ernest widhiah and hazimah accompanied me in the canteen. Gossiped with ernest about 'youknowiknowdeniseknowcanalready' and i found out that ernest isnt what i thought him to. Haha. Went for physics afterwards. Okay. As you see on top, Jolyn Lizhen Eunice Joan and I went to watch The Coffin. We're supposed to meet at 2.30pm and guess what, SOME BODY'S L A T E. Surprise, surprise. It's NOT me, it's JOANCHUAWEIYING. She was bloody late for half an hour. Hurhurr. Anyway, i was the second earliest, eunice's the earliest (So she claimed to be). Saw choonkun and his clique (so suay) and THAN we finally went to GV. Nehneh. Anyway. The movie's bloody ARGGGGH.!)(#&( Stupid lah. I was covering my ears for three quarter of the movie and joan was doing the same. She covered her whole body and i got a shock when i saw something black beside me. Tsk. The sound effect's really awesome! Scare the shit outta me.-.- And super bloody too. EEE. I almost got heart attack. And god knows why, i kept laughing at scary parts while covering my ears and look away from the screen. Hurhur. Weird. Okay look at the pictures! Daaadang. I go funneral. *Touchwoodtouchwood* TP6! Without luuu. ): Goodddies:D Monday, November 3, 2008
*Sigh* Was looking at a few friend's blog. They're happy. Hurray for them. Really envy them. Looking at their blog made me feel that i'm lonely(?) Unhappy(?) I dont know. I really don't have friends who will be there whenever i need them. Sigh. Band later, so bored. Saturday, November 1, 2008
Whee. I was actually considering changing my blogskin you know. But oh well. I'm too lazy to do that. Ha. Flagday was tiring. Gosh. Me and yunzhen Yesterday's concert was long. Super uber long! TWO AND A HALF BLOODY HOURS. But it quite okay lah. But really long seh. *Sigh* So borrred. |
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