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I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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Saturday, May 31, 2008
Thank you lizhen, marcus and gohchoonnehneh:D I truly truly love you guys loads:D &I truly hope i'll pull through this. Go jingyi! Friday, May 30, 2008
Success This is probably the BEST band camp i've ever been to for the past 2 years and it's a SUCESS! :D Anyway, here are some of the fantastic events during the band camp, 1)All the games! (Especially dogeball. Fwaha.) 2)Amazing race! 3)Solocompeition! 4)All band practices! andddddd, Oh well, the whole thing i supposed. And now, i shall be nice and elaborate. I'm niceeeeeee;D GAMES: Husband&Wife was really violent. And i scream myself hoarse. Lol. Oh well, since i can't play, might as well contribute by shouting instructions right. -.- Many people drop their orange'buddy' and we had a GREAT time confiscating them. Heehaw. The games played today was errrm transfering a hulahoop or something. And balancing a pail using our legs. I was the group leader for group2, and GROUP 2 RAWKS! We're the UNITED ones right eh? We played dogeball afterwards(MY idea:D) and it was reaaaally chaotic. I bet those who had a great time aiming balls at people arse enjoyed it tremendously. Hah. And i spent most of the time dodging the balls since i catch catch. OHH whatever. Oh YES, there's another game using straws to transfer rubberbands. Ohmygoshhhh. It's kinda EW. Lol. Quite fun actually. SOLOCOMPEITION: Okay. It wasn't as challenging i supposed. Strong competitors like uh, Lihua, Xinli, Meien, Xiaoting wasn't there. Boo D: Tsk. So got into finals and tied with brandon and jolynyunzhen. Choose choc for the pressie. ANDANDAND, WHY did you all gave me the 'Why choose this' face? Lol. 85%&Choc is nice okayy. Hehs. Oh and i played sound of music:D It sound perfectly.... HORRIBLE! Jeesh. And there's like a final's FINAL. Oh gosh. Must compete again-.- Tsktsk. It's time to change a NEW song. Hehs:D AMAZING RACE: Okay. Amazing race is hilarious. You know, some people have eyes growing at the BACK of their head. Gosh. Me and xiaoting hide in a corner which is EXPOSED and can be clearly spotted, some group can actually run past us numerous time without even noticing us. HEEHAAAAAW. That's really dumb. I mean, some group even shone the touch light at us, demading to know wheter they are at the 'hen the tears fell" section. Haaaaaaaah. They're standing OUTSIDE CG room and examining the WINDOW. LOL! And another group was insisting that we're the "When the tears fell' section cos xiaoting brought a box of tissue paper. Gosh. They're like when the TEARS fell. Geddit? Tears anddd tissue. CRAP lah-.- Haha. And we're laughing NONSTOP all the time. Fwahahaha. And we can act okay. Lol. We pretended that er i tripped again and xt's looking after me. We're the firstaid team. Fwaaha. And they believed. HAHAHA. Bluffed alot of group that the goodmorning x3 station is at the paradesquare. And we're only firstaid team. Lol. They actually BELIEVED! GOSHGOSHGOSH. And xt was like feiging a call, something about firstaid. HAHA. And our game was pretty challenging for some, and some even deem it impossible to complete while others have alreadly completed it. Hohum. Anyway, i could'nt ask for a better amazing race partner! Heh heh. Xiaoting raawks:D Band practices: Band practices was as usual, but seriously, we really could have more practices lah. Well, thats all i guess. Yesterday was COA ceremony for graduating seniors. Me and choonkun were the Emcees, and i guess we're probably the worst emcees ever. Haha. Went home to sleep afterwards. Today was fun;D And after the prize presentation, we all went home. I promised myself not to fall for you, cos falling for you is a sin. Somebody just kill me D: Will upload the pics soon. Cheerios:D Thursday, May 29, 2008
One year ago my heart lurched at the sight of you. So why does it lurch now? God help me ;( I really miss those times ;( Why does things have to change? It's not the fault of student if he/she fails because the year ONLY has 365 days... typical academic year for a student: 1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest. Days left 313. 2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study. Days left 263. 3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE. Days left 141. 4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days. Days left 126. 5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days. Days left 96. 6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days. Days left 81. 7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days. Days left 46. 8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days. Days left 6. 9. For sickness - at least 3 days. Days left 3. 10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days. 1 day left. 11. That 1 day is your birthday. How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?! Balance = 0 How can a student pass ????? HAHAHA. Monday, May 26, 2008
HELLO there. BAND camp is nearing and YAAAAAY. I'm looking forward to it ;D Saturday, May 24, 2008
Boredom. It's funny how things work out. A few moment ago, i was laughing at your stupidity, but i just had to mimic what you did earlier, but this time, much more stupid. Oh well, i'll just curse my own stupidity then. Okay. I've lost the urge to post. TSK. Ciao. Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Hey people. Will rechange some stuffs later. Ta~ Saturday, May 17, 2008
Kill me; BANG. The hols are finally nearing and WHOOPS i CAN'T slack. Ugrh. Dammit lahhh. Anyway, i did poorly for my mid year and well, really really badly. There are numerous C5s and B4s and i ONLY got 2 A1s. Ohcrap. I really am a huge disappointment huhhh. CHEM: B4 BIO: A1 PHYSICS: C5 (Crapass lah. One more fucking damn mark to B4. RAWR!) CHINESE: B3 COMBINEHUMANITIES: C5 ENGLISH: C5 MATHS: A1 See see see. It's frigging bad right. Damn. I'll KILL myself if i dont improve. Okay. On a brighter side, Hols are comming, Band camp is nearing, and i'm going to be 15 soon! That is, after well, 23 more days. Haha. Anyone want to accompany me to watch Accuracy of death? The show is absolutely fantastic(So as i've heard.) And well, i really really can't wait to catch it. Ohmannn. Tomorw's my cousin's one month thingy. LOL. Crap. Must attend lah. Crap crap crap. And yes, Couple or trouble rocks. ^^ Saturday, May 3, 2008
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