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I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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Thursday, March 27, 2008
School suck today. Results was a complete DISASTER. Lessons was boring. What's mine, is mine. What's NOT mine, will never be mine. But heck. Who says i can't get it back? I can, and i will. Okay i know should reaaaaally start doing ALL my 5/10 year series. Heck. I can get better marks than THAT! URRRRRRRRRRGH. Nevermind. I promise i'll start doing ALL the 5/10 year series. TSK. Aim: to get ALL As for science! Ohmygosh=x Thats HAARRRD work! x Physics lessons are getting pretty interesting! ^^ Piano exams tomorw. GOSHGOSHGOSH. DIEDIEDIEDIEDIE. TSK. Oh yea. Congrats KELVIN LAU KAIJUN! ;D Tuesday, March 25, 2008
HEEEEELLLOOO PEOPLE. Okay. I know it's been long since i've last blog, but well. Haha. I'm BUSY okayyyy. Hehs. School was okay. Lessons are considerably better. And well, maths lessons was terrifying. TSK. Mrteoh scolded all of us. BOO. Phyics was FUN! ^^ Got 21/25 for test! YAY YAY YAAAAY! Okay gotta go :D Saturday, March 22, 2008
Piano lessons later, tuition later. OMFG. Thursday, March 20, 2008
Some pictures:D New specs  Love, JINGYI:D  UPsideDOWN  (:      Hello people. School's today is as usual. Band yesterday was.. No comment. Seniors came back. SS project today went rather smooth. Answered all questions correctly. Weeeeee. :j Maths project's REAAAAAALLY boring. Don't feel like doing it anymore. Gosh=x Okay gotta go. Bye people. To the passerby in elisse's blog. Please. If you think i'm incapable, useless, not worthy, blahblahblah. Whatever lah. I dont care. But let me ask YOU a question. How would YOU feel if people say YOU'RE not capable in doing whatever you're doing? Have a thought please. If you hate me, fine than. Afterall, i'm used to it.. people like you hating me. And oh please. Don't tell me nco can't fold skirts. Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Lots of things have been happening recently. And now. I shall just write out my feelings. And you wanna spam. It's fine. Cos i'm already used to it. To . I don't know why and how have i offended you. I know i'm at fault at calling him a sonofabitch. I realised my words are too harsh. But who know what people might do in spurs of anger? I'm angry that time. I really was. Try putting yourself in my shoes, and maybe you'll understand. All i want is for him to be a teeny weenny bit of understanding. We were never great in the first place. Theres no point making them play over and over again. It can only prove to people how * we are. I'm a human, with human feelings. It hurts you know? I'm not immune to anger, sadness. And i'm certainly not unaware. I know my section is weak. But i'm trying to change the fact, it's not easy. But if you wanna tag back/spam it's okay. Cos i'm used to it.. To whoever who tag in somebody's blog. Please do consider my feelings. Thankyou. As i said. I'm not immune to emotions.. And i dont think you'll like it if you're being said by others. I've already accepted the fact. I know i'm not capable.. Why mention it again? :( Sunday, March 16, 2008
Okay, i hate you. So what? What do you expect me to do? I din't do anything. Oh puh-lease. You expect me to kneel down and beg for forgivness? Dream on. I will NEVER ever ever do that. I really dislike people who * up. Friday, March 14, 2008
Drats. I JUST have to give in to the urge to re-read all my post. It's actually kinda okay, UNTIL. after the band camp. *SIGH* Thursday, March 13, 2008
I think * is absolutely . Oh man, am i disgusted. Heck. March hols doesnt seems like any other holiday anymore. Tsktsk. Going to school every SINGLE day definelty DON'T seem like a holdiay. Right? ARGH. ARGH. ARGH. ARGH. Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Heelllloooo. ;D Was rather pissed today, until mrlun played bumblebee, mononoke, and rhapsody in blue using the frenchhorn. Gosh=x It's DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN niceee. Frenchhorn melodies are lovedddd ;D Band practice was rather good. Sectionals SUCK. YOU suck. Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Hello peepo. Had a rather enjoyable day today. Haha. Lecture was totally borrrrrrring. Had 6 lectures in total. 5hours in total. *Whistle* Gosh. Imagine sitting inside the auditorium, it's bloodying damn cold, and BORING. BORING, BORING, BOOOOORRING. But it was well, rather fun. Haha. Trip to ACJC and the trip back to SKSS was SUPER fun. Sat with jolyn, and haha, we listened to 98.7fm. Damn retarded lahh. And the bus driver's really fast. For a And the teabreak and lunch is FAB-U-LOUS! :D And guess what? I'm the last to finish. Fwahahh. No surprise eh? :D Okay, Gotta go! Go get my specs now. (Hope i dont look more nerdy/retarded:D) :D Show ya the pics later. A sense of emptiness and loneliness is inevitable. Of course, who wouldn't be, if all her friends are happy but she's not? Monday, March 10, 2008
Results: English 84.0 66.7 48.0 [B3] Chinese 68.0 [B3] Emaths 70.0 66.0 [B3] Biology 74.0 64.0 66.0 [B3] Chemistry 84.0 96.0 65.0 [A1] Physics 70.0 48.0 [C5] Combined humanities 83.3 52.0 [B3] Sucky right. One A1, five B3, and one C5. Whatthehell. I shouldnt be getting these results at all. But look on the brighter side, i'm having maths tuition soon, and hopefully, it can pull up my maths AND physics *cross fingers* Friday, March 7, 2008
Today Suck Like Fucking Hell. Will update the results next time. Ps: You know what? You....... Be understanding can. Not everyone is as lucky as you. Whatever. YOU CHICKEN NEHNEH FACE. Wednesday, March 5, 2008
School today was reeeeeeally borrrrring. Did about three survey today i think. From the secones. Lol. Something about the canteen's food lah. Damn weird. Lol. And YAY. Lu and lizhen's coming back tomorw! RAAAAAH. So damn happy lahh. Hahas. Hope they wont meet that terrorist. Fwahhaha. Ps: I am NOT cursing anyone here. Yea, whatever. And today's TANLIZHEN's birthday. Hahas. HAPPY BIRTHDAY M'DEAR. Wish you'll mature someday. Fwahaha. And please. Lose that hyena-laugh. Hehs. Anyway. Good luck with you and *ahem* *Grins* Went out with the usual gang on sunday to celebrate lizhen's birthday. Well, in advance lah. At first, everyone's really optimistic and well. That !$&#$(&^)#(&*% weather spoilt all our mood. Bloody * But it was really fun actually. Considering the fact that we look like retards that have NOTHING better to do but to spent our PRECIOUS time running under the rain. Tsk. But well. I'd say jolyn and my little experience is well, kinda fun. Hahs. Okay.. maybeeee, not that little. It all happened when i suggested to seek a LARGER shelter for the rest of us. And booolllocks. Her umbrella JUST have to flip over while we're under the rain. And she claims that it's my fault. Which she still havent change her stand yet. Lol. And i can ASSURED you. It's NONE of my business. Hear that jolyn!? yes!!!!!! Okay that was jolyn. Hahs. Lol. In the end, we went back to our usual shelter holding the broken umbrella and nursing our wounded pride. And choonkun had the gall to laugh and even took a picture of us in huddled in the rain. Damn him lah. Shall post the picture when i reach home. Oh yea. I'm in the libary by the way. Rode the twinbike with yunzhen. HAHAHA. You should have seen us. It's thrilling and well, NOISY. I kept screaming like siao and well, she isn't any better. Lol. I guess i'm short lah. Can't reach the HUGEHUGE bike. And yunzhen, i like to pedal fast one okayyy. Ask miaoying if you dont believe me. Okay gott go. Bye peeps. Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Samuel and eugene are soooooo cuuteee!!!!! RAAAAAAAHHH. Shall upload the pictures later;D Monday, March 3, 2008
Helloooo I'm super happy today. Hahas. Shall not elaborate. *Grins* Schedule for later: Play computer Read Do vocab Do some homework Thats all. :D |
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