Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile This blog is only kept for memories sake. I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Exits Allure Bloom Crane Denotation Enigmatism Flair Grace Hope Initiation Archives January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Friday, February 29, 2008 Had a rather.. depressing day today. Heard that ALOT people cried. *Sigh* I'm not any better either. *Sigh* Ah forget it. Bye people. Some pictures over the month/week. Theyre all jumble up. Sorry Tuesday, February 26, 2008 I GOT 9/12 FOR SS! Ommmmigod. Ommmmigod. Ommmmigod. Ommmmigod. Ommmmigod. And i actually PASS! Ommmmigod. Ommmmigod. Ommmmigod. Ommmmigod. I thought i'd FAIL! Ommmmigod. Ommmmigod. Ommmmigod. Ommmmigod. Okay. Enought ommmmigod-ing. Back to ss project. Friday, February 22, 2008 Hello people. I'm back again:D Heeheheh. Went out with choonkun and the usual gang today to make choonkun's ic. Choonkun: You better be grateful. It's not always you'll have friends like that me. Fwahahaha. Marcus: Dear korkor, thanks for cheering me up. Fwahaha. And do remember your promise to me if i pass english:D Hehs. To all who consoled me, Thanks:D I'm truly grateful to have friends like you guys:D Shall upload the pictures tomorw. Bye for now, hello SS project D: I can only stand far far apart, and look at you with envy... Why must it be like that? Why must i wait for something to disappear and than regret? Why can't i take action earlier? Why? Why? Why..? Thursday, February 21, 2008 Today was rather interesting. I actually saw a live football match! *Grins* And suprising though, i din't shun away from the ball. Or balls. Fwahaha. Lessons was borrrrrrring. Yes, reeally really boring. Mrsmurali totally bore us out by starting endless talks about geography. Imagine how bad is it. Msguo class isn't any better either. I fell almost feel asleep during her lessons.. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.. Band was kinda fun:D Soccer match was. HAHAHA. -.- I din't really watch the match, well, i was talking to msloh. Hahs. So i just replace the unknown with hahaha. Fwahaha. ;D Went home afterwards. The secondaryones was like screaming like siao. =.= Shall end here for today;D Wednesday, February 20, 2008 Hello peepo;D Common test is finally over. Test results are a complete disaster. I failed physics, and well, i would have pass it if not for maths. Sucker. Chem and maths is also a disasterrrrrr. Raaaaaaaaaaahh. ;(( Okay, i'm feeling depressed. Bye, world. Saturday, February 16, 2008 Many people felt dying yesterday, and hopefully, they won't think/feel like that today. I'm still young hokay;D I don't want to get a heart attack so soon =.= Anyway, i hope the both of you feel better okay? It's okay if you don't get what you what. Since when life is fair? The both of you still got me;D I'll be there to cheer you up;D Piano lesson was rather hilarious. Found out that well, before the baroueq period, it's the r- dont know what period. And well, the main instrument is lute instead of the harp. Fwahaha.I actually thought it was a harp well, cos my pianotcher gave me an example of the lute. Fwahaha. Okay, thats the lute. And i thought it was this =.= Okay gotta go. Bye people. Friday, February 15, 2008 Heeeeeey people. Fwahaha. I'm bored. Seeeeeriously bored. And there's a chicken beside me, yacking away like nobody's business. fwahaha. Valentine day yesterday was well, the WORST valentine day, EVER. Not including some presents i suppose. Some were sweet:D And well, some were practical. So.. Tsk. Class present suck like fucking hell. Thanks ALOT alvin, i absolutely LOVE the STATIONERY you wrap. And yes, i was being sacarstic. And choonkun, do me a favour, shut you bloody mouth can? Yaacking with those . and you're so. Urgh. And yes, i think i'm gonna disown you after all. And to choonkun, what's so fucking funny. And yes, i'm hating HER now. SEEEEEERIOUSLY. If you people think this is rather weird, well, i'm just typing what i'm thinking right now. Parrrrdon. And to choonkun, i'm NOT being mean. Heck, i hate her like so damn fucking much can. I'm free to say whatever to whomever i want. Sucker. And i think chole is a nice name:D And there's alot band juniors in the libary. And ss project suck. And jolyn agrees:D And yeeeeees. I love my birthday. And sorrrry yunzhen, i'll give you your pressie asap:D And ooops. Gotta go for band:D Hello all. I'm at home now. Reaaaally tired=x Band was the same, got two new juniors;D I'm tired..really really tired. And i don't wish to carry this on any longer. I want to give up, no, i feel like giving up. But what can i do? I can't possibly wait, for a something that can never come true. And i definetly CAN'T give up. No, I wont give up. But just looking at you made me feel.. happy, and a sense of disapointment.. To marcus: Thanks for the heart, Love ya korkor! :D Wednesday, February 13, 2008 Stop sucking up laaah. School was pretty much the same, blahblahblaaaaah. Band too, and went cp to buy some valentine day presents. And well, i'm not actually looking forward to tomorw. Sheesh. Bye all. Tuesday, February 12, 2008 School was reaaaaally dreary today. Almost three quarter of the class are sleeping. All the rest of the lessons are equally boring also. D: Monday, February 11, 2008 Choonkun's birthday party yesterday was kinda fun. Well, i shall not elaborate. Just look at the pictures i took okay? :D School today was FANTASTIC! Hehs. Well duuuuh, it's half day of course! *Smiles* Me and marcus seet:D Me and huimin:D MY BALLOOON:D MY BALLOOON:D Shall upload more tomorw. :D Friday, February 8, 2008 HEEEEEEEELLOOOOOOO. I KNOOW THIS IS SUPPERR RETARDEEED THAAT I'MM WRRITTING INN CAPPS ANDD I'M REPEATTINGG WORRDS TWWICEE ORR THRRICE. WHAATEVER. :D OKAYY, I'M SUPPER DUPPER BOOOOOORED. D: GOTOGO. BYE. Wednesday, February 6, 2008 Hello peepos. It's new year's eve, and heck, it doesn't feel like new year at all. I don't know what's exactly wrong. The 'mood' isn't there. Like sort of empty. You get it? I don't know. Maybe it's only me..Well, whatever. I shall try to be happy and enjoy new year ;D Was supposed to go back to primary school after cny celebrations, but well, don't feel like going. Hahs. So sorry shengxiang=x Went cp afterwards, with jolyn and lizhen. Nothing much today. Fwahahaha. Okay that's all peeps:D I hate you so fucking damn much can? Walking around with a face like mxl and a body like chopsticks. PEEW. Go to hell D: Monday, February 4, 2008 Hello peepos. Okay i know, i havent been blogging lately but, i wont blog much today=.= School was as usual, got back my chemistry marks. 25/30 Maths was boring. Bio test was FUCKING difficult. Okay, thats all i guess. Newyear's clothes: Regretted buying the red one. ARGH. Lizhen claims that it's cute-.- Okay gotta go. Bye. Friday, February 1, 2008 Hello peeeeeeeeeeeeps. I had a wondeful day today. Chemistry test isn't as difficult as i expected, and band was rather okay. Taught sec ones theory=.= Some pictures in the libary, ALOT of them are me and yunzhen(She claims that she look ugly in the picture and made me retake with like for like, 10plus times. -.-) I'm a good gooood girl ;D :D Hey you're supposed to look sulky like i did! =x Still. *Sigh* I'm smiling, she's acting cute=.= FINALLY:D (: Justina and me :D Awwwww, she loves me ;D LOVES! Hehs. ily! <3
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay