Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile This blog is only kept for memories sake. I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Exits Allure Bloom Crane Denotation Enigmatism Flair Grace Hope Initiation Archives January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Thursday, November 29, 2007 Okay. Band exchange's picture. Went out with Choonkun joan hanwei marcus to watch Enchanted, at amkhub. Saw TONS of peepo we know. Okay shall blog tomorw. BYE. *Sigh* Can SOMEBODY tell me what to do with my secones? I really really don't know what to do. Really. It's not like i've not work hard to make them be able to play, i tried, they don't listen. Wednesday, November 28, 2007 Band exchange was well, good and bad. Good because it was really fun meeting the band members from Jurong sec but the bad side is well, a rather serious bad, we totally screwed up all the pieces. And i screwed up EVERYTHING. Hell i can play if i'm not that nervous! So i guess the bad wins and well, THE BAND EXCHANGE WENT BADLY. Okay whateverrrrrrrrrr. Anyway, the frenchhornists from Jurong secondary were all very friendly. Haha. And wow, they can play the horn really well. And i think i seriously need to brush up!!!! Exchanged scores with hayati. Lent her persis and she lent me mononoke to photocopy. (: Been searching for the score for AGES! Thanks! And lent cindy alvarma. Went searching for teachers to try to get into the general office, and thankgod we saw mr tang-.- He was kind enough to lent us the photocopy machine. Suprising though. Took a picture with them. Will post it once i got it. Bye peepo. Tuesday, November 27, 2007 Am listening to princess mononoke song. I love this song. Mann. This song can totally move your soul. You understand? You can almost hear the character coming to life just me listening to the song. Those sorrows.. *Sigh* The pang of jealously is always always there, when i see something or hear something related to it. Yes, i admit, i want it very very much. But they're others who achieved what they want without it. And yes. I will achieve what i want. I will. Monday, November 26, 2007 Long long day today. *Sigh* Had sectionals at 1.30pm. I was late for 5mins i guess, chongrui's late for 20 mins and the girls, 5mins and 10mins. -.- Looks like us frenchhornist cannot be on time-.- Except ian i supposed. Anyway, sectionals in school and sculpture park was both sucky and well, i don't wish to elaborate. Hadn't been blogging this few days. Oh well. Had sectionals with zixin and choonkun on saturday. Mostly practiced my own pieces cuz well, zixin's busy teaching choonkun some MAJOR HUGE DIFFICULT part(which it isn't really that difficult at all-.-) for the whole entire sectionals. -.- Had lunch afterwards. Thank you choonkun, for being ever so PATIENT and not complaining while i SLOWLY DEVOUR my food. Hell. Cancel all that! -.- Some pictures he took: He told me to pronouce it and i said:" Pu-pu-pe" After some thorough investigation. We, the dumb dumb finally realised it's Banana-.- Guess which is mine? Guess correctly, i've give you.... NOTHING!-.- And guess wrongly, don't expect me to give you anything-.- I happen to be really mad and pointed my middle finger-.- Last thursday This is reaaaal funny. 小学生造句 题目: 原来 小朋友写: 原来他是我爸爸。 老师评语: 妈妈关切一下 题目: 好... 又好.. 小朋友写: 妈妈的腿,好细又好粗... 老师评语: 那到底是细还是粗？ 题目: 陆陆续续 小朋友写: 下班了，爸爸陆陆续续的回来。 老师评语: 你到底有几个爸爸呀? 题目: 谢谢....因为...... 小朋友写: 我要谢谢妈妈,因为她每天都帮我写作业...... 老师评语: 原来你的作业是妈妈写的!!!!!!! 题目: 难过 小朋友写: 我家门前有条水沟很难过。 老师评语: 老师更难过...... 题目: 天才 小朋友写: 我３天才洗一次澡。 老师评语: 要每天洗才干净~~ 題目: 一… 便… 小朋友写: 哥哥一吃完饭，就大便。 老师评语: 造句不要乱造... 題目: 又.....又..... 小朋友寫: 我的妈妈又矮又高又瘦又肥。 老师评语:你妈妈......是怪物吗? 題目: 好吃 小朋友：好吃个屁 老师：……… 題目: 况且 小朋友：一辆火车经过，况且况且况且况且．．．．． 老师：…………… Saturday, November 24, 2007 Went out with choonkun and hanwei yesterday to the esplanade. Hanwei and choonkun kept fighting like four year old kids, and i hafta be the peacemaker to break them up. -.- One shall walk in front of me and one behind me. Lol. Let the pictures do the talking! Friday, November 23, 2007 To those people who went to POP last friday, sorry for the sucky attitude.Sorry. DAY ONE In the bus Putrajaya -This is really nice riggggght? On the boat- Look at the brigde! Hotel- 5star okaayyy. Hotel DAY TWO -Rabbit farm -Ouf, it's heaaaaavy! -I look damn scared=x -We had deer meat at night. Sheeesh:\ Berjaya hill resort -Hail! Draw the bridge! Her Majesty arrived! LOL. -It's all very french eh? Nicee(: DAY THREE -Breakfast! -He's finally taller than me=x Bus Genting!- On some stupid ride-.- -At night. Wednesday, November 21, 2007 Hello peepo, back from malaysia(since yesterday) Ohh whateverrrrr. Band today wasn't really good. Mrlun scolded us, secTwos got scolded by msloh. Shouted untill i'm hoarse during sectionals. Have a care please, i din't drink alot of water in msia hokay. Throat hurrrts, and i'm having a huge headache. Will update pictures tomorw. Friday, November 16, 2007 I'd be going malaysia tomorw and heck, does anyone gives a bloody damn? Nuh uh. And you know what? Those things dampen my mood and i don't wanna go malaysia anymore. And everybody's always siding you. ALWAYS you. ALWAYS you're right, and i'm wrong. Hey, have anyone thought about how I felt? Nuh uh! I hate everyone. Bye peepo. Hello malaysia. I seriously don't get you. Really. I'm suprise you'd say that. Mayybe, it's time to reconsider. Thursday, November 15, 2007 Had a random conversation with ian just now-.- ♀JINGYI ™ says: Lol i am IAN says: why do u keep changing ur text colour ♀JINGYI ™ says: Don't know i am IAN says: ... ♀JINGYI ™ says: cause i've got nothing better to do? i am IAN says: OiC i am IAN says: lol ♀JINGYI ™ says: Tsk ♀JINGYI ™ says: copy cat i am IAN says: wasting time lol i am IAN says: but mine nicer lol ♀JINGYI ™ says: Nuh uh ♀JINGYI ™ says: Mine nicer i am IAN says: no way i am IAN says: mine beta ♀JINGYI ™ says: eeew ♀JINGYI ™ says: mine nicest ♀JINGYI ™ says: Notice i put est i am IAN says: oO lol i am IAN says: estimate? ♀JINGYI ™ says: nope ♀JINGYI ™ says: nicEST i am IAN says: OiC i am IAN says: lol i am IAN says: AaBbYyZz ♀JINGYI ™ says: Zzzz i am IAN says: fk i am IAN says: he not answering ♀JINGYI ™ says: Tell him to go and eat shit lahh ♀JINGYI ™ says: Pangsai than eat-.- i am IAN says: HOW TO TELL HIM GO EAT SHIT IF HE NVR ANSWER ♀JINGYI ™ says: ya hor-.- Pretty random eh? Sectionals with juniors later, *SIGH* I've got a reason why i wouldn't wanna go. Heck. Just let me be will ya? I DON'T WANT TO GO! Cold war's still raging on. Tuesday, November 13, 2007 1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint 2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours. 3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged. 4. Start your post with; I have been tagged! I've been tagged by Joan FAVOURITES Favourite Colour: Black, white, pink. Favourite Food: Uhmmm, i'm not really picky you know? Favourite Movie: Hmm. For now, it's epic movie(: Favourite Sport: Okay, ask ANYONE i know and they'll tell you i HATE SPORTS. Favourite Day: Uhhhh, JUNE 9! haha Favourite Season: Winter's pretty nice. Favourite Ice-cream: Choc mint(: CURRENTS Current Mood: Soso laaah Current Clothes: Blue shirt and PE pants -.- Green and blue-.- Bad combination Current Desktop: ? Current Surroundings: Uhm pretty hottttt. Current Annoyances: Choonkun! HAHA FIRSTS. First best friend: Seeyah i think. First Crush: uhhm. Thats like ages? IN KINDERGARDEN?! First Movie: CAN'T REMEMBER. First Lie: CAN'T REMEMBER. First Music: CAN'T REMEMBER! LASTS Last drink: Plain ol' water-.- Last Crush: =x Last Phone Call: Talking to choonkun now. Last CD played: Can't remember. HAVE YOU EVER.... Have you ever dated one of your good friends: No Have you ever broken the Nuh-uh. Have you ever been arrested: NOO. Have you ever been on TV: Yes, in pri5 on some chinese show(With the band). -.- I was wearing makeup eeeewww! Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: NOO? Random 5 things you are good at: ONE. Not remembering things i should remember-.- TWO. Screaming away during sectionals, and glaring at them-.- THREE. Being rather slow some moments. FOUR. SUPER DAAAAAAO. FIVE. Getting excited at the wrong time-.- 3 things you can hear right now: ONE. Choonkun's voice. TWO. The fan THREE. FIngers on the key board! Monday, November 12, 2007 I GOT INTO 3E1!!!! Thursday, November 8, 2007 Raaaah. Badminton's FUUUN! Tuesday, November 6, 2007 Rented the movie, Epic movie. Haha, it's super damn hilarious. I mean, why wouldn't it be? When a heroic song's playing and the characters are doing something moronically stupid? And a number of movies are junbled up in this show. Hahaha. Okay, gotta watch witch yoo hee, toddles! Saturday, November 3, 2007 I've decided to spend half and hour tending to my blog and yes, my blog. Considering the fact that i've been neglecting it for ages because i'm totally in love with the korean show, Witch yoo hee. Well, it seems unwise to blame me, the show's absolutely fabulous! I really pity those people washing bowls, plates blahblahblah. It's totally gross! Okay whatever, i've just washed them and i don't think i'm in a position to say anythinggg. Be rigght back. Thursday, November 1, 2007 Today's outfit! Cheeeeese! Think twice before offending me! Band teeeeee. That was like, WHEN!? Can't remember-.- Blahblahblah. Tiring day today, went out with choonkun marcus and joan. Was kinda fun going out with marcus, well, we haven't been really 'close' nowadays. Maybe because of . ? Haha. Meet them at around 11.15, i'm the earliest, followed by choonkun and joan, than marcus. Surprise surprise, joan's warning me not to be late and heck, i'm the eagerest! Went bugis first, and well, joan kept dragging me into shops and shops, and MORE shops. And than went city hall afterwards. And hey, we were supposed to go to the esplanade and well, don't know WHY we ended up in suntec city. Tsk, and than we went back to the-place-near-esplanade AGAIN. Whattheheck. Cuz we're walking without a specific place in mind, and we're all complaining how TIRED we are, and well, joan wanted us to go back esplanade again. Sheesh=x She suggested going suntec city(because she said there's alot of shops-.-) and than back to esplanade again. =x Weren't exactly the best day ever. =x Thats all i guess.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay