Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile This blog is only kept for memories sake. I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Exits Allure Bloom Crane Denotation Enigmatism Flair Grace Hope Initiation Archives January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Sunday, July 29, 2007 I dont get it ,why must it rain everyday? Okay, almost everyday. Urgh, it's sooo damn cold. Going to cousin's bbq party later on. YAY. Should be fun i guess =x LOOK. This is sooooo cool(: A new 20 bucks! Saturday, July 28, 2007 Okay. Here's some more, from the same site. The slower the pictures move, the better your ability of handling stress. GOSH=xxxxx The pic's moving!!! This is interesting! Click below to find yours. https://www.personalityquiz.net My birth number: 1 The originator 1's are originals. Coming up with new ideas and executing them is natural. Having things their own way is another trait that gets them as being stubborn and arrogant. 1's are extremely honest and do well to learn some diplomacy skills. They like to take the initiative and are often leaders or bosses, as they like to be the best. Being self-employed is definitely helpful for them. Lessons to learn: Others' ideas might be just as good or better and to stay open minded. June 4th - June 13th = Grey. You are attractive, and active. You never hide your feelings, and express everything that's inside. But you can be selfish at times. You want to be noticed, and don't like to be treated unfairly. You know what to say at the right time, and you have good sense of humor. You can usually brighten up someone's day. Okay, ridiculous-.- But fun((: Uh, this one is :Scenarios that attempt to explain your outlook on love. 1. The end of the world is coming, if you can save only one kind of animal, which one will you pick? a. Rabbit b. Sheep c. Deer d. Horse a 2. If you had to be an animal which one would you choose? a. Dog b. Cat c. Horse d. Snake a 3. If you have the power to make one species disappear forever, which one will that be? a. Lion b. Snake c. Crocodile d. Shark b 4. If one of the following animals could speak which would you prefer it to be? a. Sheep b. Horse c. Rabbit d. Bird c 5. On an isolated island you can only have one of the following as your companion, which one would you choose? a. Human b. Pig c. Cow d. Bird a 6. If you had the ability to tame all animals, which would you prefer as a pet? a. Dinosaur b. White tiger c. Polar bear d. Leopard c 7. If you could be an animal for 5 minutes which of the following would you prefer to be? a. Lion b. Cat c. Horse d. Pigeon a Analysis 1. Your choice represents the personality of the person you would be attracted to in real life situation. a. Rabbit - Cold as ice on the outside, but warm inside. b. Sheep - Obedient and warm. c. Deer - Elegant and well-mannered. d. Horse - Unbridled, free-spirited and free 2. Your choice represents the impression that you would like to give to your partner. a. Dog - Loyal and faithful. b. Cat - Stylish c. Horse - Optimistic d. Snake - Flexible 3. Your choice represents the behavior that would cause you to break up with your partner. a. Lion - Your partner's arrogance and authoritative behavior. b. Snake - Your partner is too emotional and moody and you don't know how to please him/her. c. Crocodile - Your partner's ruthlessness. d. Shark - Your partner's insecurity. 4. Your choice represents the kind of relationship that you would like to build with your partner. a. Sheep - You both know what the other person is thinking without saying a word. b. Horse - Both of you should be able to talk about everything and anything with no secrets kept. c. Rabbit - A relationship that makes you feel warm and always in love. d. Bird - A long-lasting relationship. 5. Your choice shows whether you are capable of committing adultery a. Human - Probably not. b. Pig - You can't resist desire and lust so you are likely to commit adultery. c. Cow - You are tolerant and you will try very hard not to do it. d. Bird - You don't like to make commitments and are likely to commit adultery. 6. Your choice represents your views about marriage. a. Dinosaur - You are quite pessimistic and you don't think happy marriages exist anymore nowadays. b. White tiger - You think marriage is something precious, once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much. c. Polar bear - You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your freedom. d. Leopard - You always wanted to get married, but in fact, you don't know what it's all about. 7. Your choice represents your views about love at this present moment. a. Lion - You always thirst for love, you can do anything for it, but you won't fall for it easily. b. Cat - You are quite self-centered; you think of love as something you can get and trash anytime you want. c. Horse - You don't want to be tied by a steady relationship, you just want to flirt. d. Pigeon - You think of love as a commitment for both parties. Hahaha. 27.07.07 Special special day! Friday, July 27, 2007 RIGHT NOW: Are you cold? No. Are you hot? No. Is your hair up? Nope. Are your shoes black? Nope. I'm bare-footed. Are you wearing pajamas? Nope. Is your cell phone right beside you? No, on my lap. Lol. Are you watching TV? Nope. Are you listening to anything? Nope. Are you mad at someone or something? Yes, YOU GUYS. Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend? No. What are your plans for tonight? Sms, than sleep lahh. Are you tired? Yes. Are you excited? No. RANDOM: When's the last time you ate? 8.15pm Is your phone on vibrate? Yea. What's the last thing you said? I'm gonna switch off the comp soon lah. Last time you sang a song? Today in band=x When's the last time you laughed? Cant remember. Do you want ice cream? Uh, yes. I WANT CHOCS ICECWEAMS! PAST: Done anything you regret? Definetly. Ever broke a bone? NO. Ever lied? Yea? Ever stuck gum under a table? No, I'm nice((: Ever spit at someone? No. Ever kicked something living? Yes,choonkun(: Ever trip over your own feet? Yea. Ever had your nails done? I've painted it before. Ever thrown up because you cried so hard? No. YESTERDAY: Did you get in a fight with your mom? No. Did you watch TV? Yea. Did you take pizza for dinner? Nope. Did you take a shower? YEA? Did you go to sleep at 10 PM? Nope, 11pm. TODAY: Did you brush your teeth? DUH. Did you wash your face? DUHHDUHH. Did you go to school? DUHHDUHHDUUH. Did you have homework? DUHHDUHH? Which tchers dont give homeworks? What did you eat for lunch? Nooddles. One horrible thing about today? YOUUUU. TOMORROW: What time will you get up? 9 i think. Will you go to school? Nope. It's sat. Where will you eat lunch? At home lah. Will you see your mom? Yea. Will you go to Starbucks? Nahh. I was borrrrrred. Band today was actually fun. Okay. I dont mean that band wasn't fun but, since every single band practice was national day rehersals, having a full band practice for more than half and hour and playing phatom is really rare. Get it? Lol. The band practice after the rehersals was really fun(: We played phantom, untill the phantom of the opera. GOSH. It's soo, damn, NICE. But we did'nt really play it nicely lah. & All my part sound really suckyy. =(( Urrrrgh. Time to start brushing up my skills. =x Went pasamalam with Joan Choonkun Kelvin Marcus Hanwei after band practice. It was fun:))))))))))))))) Thursday, July 26, 2007 Okay guys. I've got nothing to do=x 1. what is your hair color? Black. 2. where is your default picture taken? At home lah. 3. what's your middle name? tanJINGyi :)) 4. what color do you hate most? Yellow. 5. does your crush like you back? Uhm,i guess. 6. what is your current mood? Boreeed. 7. what color underwear are you wearing? =xWhy do you wanna know anyway? Haha 8. what makes you most happy? Actually, it depends. I'm rather random-.- 9. look at a picture/poster inyour room, who's on it? Uhm, I dont have any. Haha 10. if you could go back in time and change something, what you would change? Er, I'm not sure. 11. if you must be an animal for oneday, what would you be? A dog?Haha 12. ever had a near death experience? Not that unlucky-.- 13. something you do a lot? Wasting time. 14. the song stuck in your head? Phantom. 15. what is your desktop background? ..er.. 16. what are you wearing? Clothes lah. 17. when was the last time you cried? Cant really remember. 18. have you ever sung in front of alarge audience? No. 19. if you could have one super powerwhat would it be? Maybe, read people's mind? 20. what's the first thing(s) you notice about the opposite sex? Wheter they're nice or not. 21. what do you usually order from Starbucks? Er, I seldom go there lah. 22. what's your biggest secret? Does the word, SECRET mean anything?Lol. 23. favorite color(s)? Black white pink violet. 24. is it sunny or raining? Sunny. 25. do you still watch kiddy movies orTV shows? Haha, both. 26. what are you eating or drinking atthe moment? Nope. 27. do you speak any other language? Er no. 28. what's your favorite smell? -.- 29. if you could describe your life in one word what would it be? COMPLICATED. 30. when was the last time you received a hug? Dont remeber. 31. have you ever kissed in the rain? Thats very lameeee 32. what/who are you thinking about right now? Somethingg. 33. what should you be doing? Studying my geog=x 34. what was the last thing that made you upset/angry? PRIVATE. 35. how often do you laugh? Eh, ask my friends? 36. do you like working in the yard? No. 37. what your fav name? I kinda like tracey. Lol 38. do you act differentlyaround your crush/significant other? No. 39. name one song that reminds you of an ex? No ex. 40. who was the last person to make you cry?FRENCHHORN section. School today ws as usual. & Ms eEllen wasn't here in school today. Yayy. PE lessons was FUN. Joan and I toured around the school. Haha, & Choonkun tried to aim a ball at me, knowing that i detest ball. !!$*^)*&$*&^#)*$&% He really have nothing better to do lahh. Got back my maths test today. 15/20. Was quite okay lahh. Not that bad. =x Maybe, It's time. Wednesday, July 25, 2007 Band today was terrible. Yes. Terrible. We started the practice off with setting up instruments, playing concert B flat, and concert E flat and tuning. Okay, and the tuning was terrible. Junior(I forget her name-.-) didn't know how to play F. Sheeeesh. I taught her already lahh. =x And gosh, I dont understand. Why must the secOnes laugh or giggle when the can't play or well, played a wrong note? And why must they be afraid to try? Afraid to make mistakes? I really hate you you you. Bitch. Tuesday, July 24, 2007 It's been ages since i last blogged,oh alrighttt. Maybe not ages, but.. heck, anyway, i've been real busy nowadays and well, since i haven't been blogging since, uhmm, sunday. I think. Okay whatever. School today was kinda boring. Okay, maybe boring isn't the right word. Nerve wrecking maybe? Lol. I've been nervous for two time. Art presentation, and science test. & I actually thought the science test was reaal difficult, worrying my ass over it. TSK. & It turned out to be quite okay actually. Art was a complete disaster. Mrghaz made us do presentation today, and well, I kinda freak out. Lol. No suprises lahh. Heckkkkkk. Science elementz project's due next weeek! OHMYGOSHH!! I'm sooooo gonna freak out! HomeEcon was really fun & Well, Mdmjoy have a really WEIRD sense of humour/temper. one minute she's demostrating the steps , and the next minute she'll be hopping and jumping about. And sometimes, she'll give something which odly sounds like a mixture between a yelp and a scream. -.- She's totally weirrrd. Anyway, loads of people(guys) cried today. BECAUSE! of onions. Hahs. Yes, and I cut onions too. BUT I DID NOT CRY. I just looked teary-eyed. Haha. Friday, July 20, 2007 Okayy. The 'Honestly' quiz -.- 1.Honestly what color is your shirt? * Blue. 2. Honestly, whats on your mind? * To be exact, nothing. I'm feeling rather random now. 3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? * This survey lahh. 4. Honestly, have you ever been in love ? * No. Liking someone yes. Loving someone? No. 5. Honestly, have you done something bad today? * Erm, I dont think so (I hope not!) 6. Honestly, do you watch disney channel? * Yes. 7.Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? * Choonkun. 8.Honestly, are you jealous of somebody right now? * Not suree. 9. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? * Er, Benedict and ian? Haha, nonsensical people. 10. Honestly, do you bite your nails? * Naw. 11. Honestly, do you use anyone? * NO. 12. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? * Perhaps, not now. 13. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't like? * Should be no. 14. Honestly, do you love someone very much? * Yes, all my beloved friends(: 15. Honestly, does anyone like you? * Hmm. DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY *Anger Section* 1. What do you do when you're mad? * Yelled like nobody's business. 2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad? * Screamed at someone. 3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? * Yes. 4. Do you swear when you're mad? * Yes. 5. When was the last time you really cried? * A few weeks ago? 6. Ever cried yourself to sleep? * Yes. 7. What usually makes you cry? * Frenchhorn section. 8. Are you normally a happy person? * Dont think so! =x 9. Does being with your friends makes you happy? * Depending on who lahh, but yes. 10. When people say they think you aregood looking/pretty, do you get happy? * Honestly? No. -.- Okay. The honestly thing is really getting on my nerves. Rehersals today was very tiring. Who'll love to stay under the sun for 2(i think) tedious hour? Other than choonkun i supposed, he'll love be tanned. -.- Anyway, the rehersals' kinda meaningless. Merely a waste of time. Sheeesh, we really could use that time to practice seven night or phantom you know? Thanks to you lahh. Had band practice afterwards, Mrlun conducted seven night and phantom. & Well, both solos in each song are equally bad. I wasn't freaking out so much anymore and well, thats a improvement. Haha. But hey, i screwed up again. *Sigh* Nevermind, i'll just hafta keep practicing! Today's racial harmony day. Was actually fun(: Lucinda turned up wearing a vietnam tradition cloth. Haha. and heels which aren't really that high anyway. Lol. But she's afraid of falling down. -.- MrsV's totally cool. She's sooooo prettttttty. & I think indian traditional custome looks pretty! Elegant. Okay, maybe for those tall and slim people lahh. Racial harmony day concert was really funny. Teachers from different races sang different song. Danced different dances, and well, some look real stupid, well others' really stands out. Like mdmDewi(she sang a chinese song),mrsV(okay, she's totally H-O-T) and a ahneh teacher whose name i've forgotten. -.- I'm talking crap. Whatevverr lahh. Thursday, July 19, 2007 EIGHT Lasts 1. Last cigarette: Nahh, I dont smoke. 2. Last beverage: Apple juice. 3. Last phone call: Choonkun. 4. Last text message: Hanwei. 5. Last CD played: Uh, a cd where all my band songs are inside. 6. Last bubble bath: Uhm, Never had one before. Haha. 7. Last time you cried: Last wed. 8. Last meal: Dinner. SEVEN Have You’s 1. Have you ever dated someone twice?- No. 2. Have you ever been cheated on?- Well, no i guess=x 3. Have you ever bought condoms?- NOOOOOO. 4. Have you ever kissed someone & regreted it?- I never kiss anyone before okayyy. 5. Have you ever fallen in love?- Uhm, No i guess -.- 6. Have you ever lost someone?- Nope. 7. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up?- Drunk yes, thrown up , nope. Name SIX things you did in the past three days 1.Go to school. 2. Use the comp. 3. Practised my horn. 4. Chatted on the phone. 5. Did drills. 6. Sms List FOUR people you can tell pretty much anything to 1. Choonkun. 2. Joan. 3. Hanwei. 4. Marcus. List THREE favorite colors 1. Black. 2. White. 3. Light pink. List TWO things you want to do before you die 1. Succeed in playing the horn. 2. Fall in love. SO FAR IN 07# Been to school - Yes? Made a new friend - Yes. Fallen out of love - Uhm, yes if it's not love. (love's a strong word okayy) Done something you swore never to do - Not really. Laughed until you cried - Not really cried lahh. Went behind your parents back - Nope. Met someone who changed your life - Nope. Gotten close to someone - Yes. Found out who your true friends were - Uhmm.. Not quite. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF…… 1. Blush ? Huh? 2. Gay Marriage ? - Disgusting. 4. Straight , Gay , Bi ? - EWWWW. REFER TO MY PREVIOUS ANS. 5. Do you have a crush ? - I'm not gonna tell=x 6. Who is the best hugger that you know ? - Uh.. 7. Do you believe in love at first sight ? - No. 8. Is there something you want to tell someone ? - No i guess. 9. What brand of shirt are you wearing now ? - Bossini. 10. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends ? - -.- 11. Do you have “A thing” for anyone onyour top friends ? - ... 12. How many people on your friends list ? - 10 13. How many kids do you want to have?- Errrrr... 14. Do you have a good relationship with your parents ? - So-so lahh. 15. Do you wanna change your name ? - Nope. i guess. 16. What did you do for your last birthday ? - Went to watch a movie. 17. What time did you wake up today ?- 6.30am 18. What were you doing at midnight last night ? - Zzzzzz. 19. Name something you CANNOT wait to do - PRACTICE MY HORN! 20. Last time you saw your dad ? - A few mins ago. 21. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself ?- Skills for fhorn and studies. 22. Which hand do you like better?- Left. 23. What are you listening to right now? - Practically nothing. 24. Have you ever talked to someone named Sidney ? - Nahh. 25. Have you ever donated money to a good cause ? - Ya. 26. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back ? - Ya. 27. Least favorite month ? - Dont know. 28. What’s the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone ? - Nil. 29. Who’s getting on your nerves rightnow ? - HOMEWORKS. 30. Most visited web page ?- My blog lahh. 31. Would you help your best friend fight if he/she is loseing ? - I might. 32. Coke or Pepsi ? - Coke. 33. What’s the worst day of your life ? - Dont remember. 34. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week ? - NO. 35. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world ? - not really. 36. Do you think there’s some models/people out there, that shouldlose a few pounds ? - Maybe?? The libary is unsually quiet. I mean, real quiet. Except for the sound of the keyboards which i seriously doubt anyone's really doing project. More like blogging or playing idiotic games like Battle-on. TSKK. Okayyy. The GUY next to me is damn NOISY. Can't even type properly and quietly.TSK.-.- Science project meeting was kinda short. One hour, but hey, Look on the brighter side, normally it took them 2hour for a meeting. Lol. Geeeees. & I'm supposed to re-edit the ***ing science project AGAIN. WHATTHEHECK. I've done alot okay? For the science project. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's NOT FAIR! Okay. Since when things are fair? Lol. Tuesday, July 17, 2007 What is love? Is love all about happiness? Or about sadness? Or endless toturing? Those storybooks that i've read are mostly about how magnificent love is, how blissful you're when you're in love. But hey. Reality isn't like that. Friends of mine are falling apart because of love. I've seen loads of them looking utterly miserable and a total wreck just because of it. *Sigh* School today was super boring. Lessons, everything. Urgggh. Shall not elaborate then. Monday, July 16, 2007 Cip wasn't that great lahh. Just like the band-camp cip. But without secones and threes of course. NYAA. Okay. And we went back to the home we went already. During band camp. & Well, we sort of talk to the same guy again. -.- Okay. Lazy to blog, having gastric pains. Ta peeps. Sunday, July 15, 2007 Wooots. I'm going to watch Harry potter and the order of phoneix laterrr! ((((((((; But I know the content of the story already. *Shrugs* Whatever! Yesterday was the LAST episode for condor hero. ;((((((((( *Sigh* I miss that show damn mucchhhhh! Conversation with you yesterday was haha, lame? :))))))))))))))) Phantom of the opera are LOVED. Friday, July 13, 2007 Alrright. Band : Footdrills Warmed-up Sectionals for 'bout 30mins(& I vomited blood for TWENTY mins-.-) Went back to band room ; seven night of july Footdrills ; DISMISSAL. Lol. This sounds like a 'time-table' when you're on hols. Hahaha Sectionals was really terrible. Taught TWO bars for twenty mins. T-W-O freakingg bars, and they aint any better from the begining of the sectional. And puh-lease. That two bars were sooo easy. Any secones can play that for you. Tskkkkk.. People nowadays are such inconsiderate brats. Sheesh, they can't even let us march in peace without sending frisbee over our heads, making us worry that we'll get hit by the frisbee. -.- Sigh. Comitee bought a new clock. It's huge,weird,round,and well, mainly WEIRRRRD. & Ho, It rings every hour. :D Hahaha & Some teachers were kinda shocked when they hear that. Hahahaha(((((; Thanks for the necklace and the chocs! Love it loadsloadsloads! ;))))))))))) Thursday, July 12, 2007 W-E-A-K. Are we really that? It's heartbrokening just to think that we're one of the lousiest. & I dont think there's anyone who regard us highly. Our seniors worked hard and left our section a good name. It might not be that great but at least they were'nt as bad as us, now. I really cannot cope. Two already gave me a splitting headache and now? FIVE? I know it isn't my place to complain, but ah, Nevermind. Wait and see. But i wont give up. Never. Persistance is the key to sucess! PE lessons was a complete disaster. We're doing softvolleyballs this term. eeeeeeeks. BALL. FEAR NO. 1 : BALL Shall blog next time. Ta! Tuesday, July 10, 2007 Okayyy. I took this from lihua's blog((: 11 people Can you name 11 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 11people...This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first... No Cheating!!! 1.Jolyn 2.Choonkun 3.Joan 4.Lizhen 5.Marcus 6.Lucinda 7.Hanwei 8.Yunzhen 9.Eunice 10.Joshua 11.Lihua How did you meet 10? Joshua. We're in the same class. What would you do if you had never met 6? Lucinda. I'll probably never know that there's someone who's always there for me. =x What would you do if 6 and 2 dated? OMG. Choonkun and Lucinda? (Sheeeesh. Lucinda's gonna murder me) Have you ever seen 4 cry? Lizhen. Nope i guess. Do you think 1 is cute? Jolyn. Definetly Tell me something about number 11 Lihua. She seriously love trumpet and music. How do you know 8? Yunzhen. She's one of my band-best-buddy. Would you ever go on a date with number 5? Marcus. Nahh. He's my gor -.- What's 7's favorite color? Erm, green? I dont know. OII hanwei! Whats your fav colour? What would you do if 6 confessed he liked you? Lucinda. She already did:) Fact about 9 Eunice. SHE'S A MUSHROOM HEADD! xD Who is 4 going out with? Lizhen? Nobody. LOL. who is number 5 to you? Marcus. My gor(: Would you ever live with 11?? Lihua. HAHAHA I might, & we can practice our instrument all day and night! Is 2 single? Choonkun. DEFINETELY. Where does 7 live? Hanwei. Sengkang. Geography lessons was boring. As usual. Okay. HomeEcon lesson was a complete DISASTER. My teacher for practical was M__ Joy (Pardon me for leaving that blank but i completely dont remember wheter she's ms, mrs or what) Anyway, She's the annoying-est teacher i've known so far. & Geees, she even surpassed Mdm tami in being the most-annoying-teacher-of-the-week. And hellooo? Stop nagging at us for wasting time while you're the one spending half of the time boasting how clever you are, and you're not a babysitter(yea rigght) & all those crappy nonsense. Man, We really dont need that. Grouped with sharinah for practical. Okayy, that was unexpected. I thought they'll group us using the 'traditional' method(Boy+Girl) Well, I dont quite mind actually. Seriously, I'll work much better with guys. Dont ask me why though. I'm just as clue-less as you are. The laksa we made was COMPLETELY ruined by the lack of taste, disgusting colour and smell, ecentra. Eww. *Pukes* I DID'NT eat it okayy. -.- Art lesson isn't any better. Mr Ghaz made us run all over the school to find the neon-bookmarkes he left for people to appreciate his art. -.- Monday, July 9, 2007 Literature lessons today was fun. & Scary i supposed. Yepp. We hafta act three funny lines. -.-'''' When Lizhen and Eunice's acting halfway, they turned around and asked me what are their lines. Sheeesh. Human brain are'nt that great in memorising things yea? Hahaha Okay. I really suck at checkers. I'm playing it with Yunzhen now, Geeees. She's wining!! It's 5:9 URRRRGH. Hey it's NOT fair. Why do i ALWAYS get a weee bit below others when i'm the one doing everything single freaking thing? *Whines* I WANT CREDIT! Okay. Now i'm playing sissors paper stone with yunzhen. .............. This world's getting weirder and weirder. Okayyy. It's a SUPER weird game. Hoh. Homeecon tomorw! YAY! & We're making laksa. GOSH=x Sunday, July 8, 2007 Okayy. Parrrdon me, but i've this sudden urge to do some quiz. Okay. 60-'honest'-quiz I'll be doing somemore later if i have the time. Fwarrhahahaha. Who is the last person you held hands with? Hmm, Either Yunzhen or Joan. Single or taken? Single. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive? Hahaha. Definetly NO. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton? Naw. Have you ever won a spelling bee? Dont think so. Who is the last person you texted? Hanwei Are you a fast typer? Not quite. Are you afraid of the dark? YES. DEFINTELY! When was the last time you chose a bath over a shower? Hmm.. last year during hongkong trip? LOL. Do you knock on wood? Yes, but i dont know why. Hahaha Are you drinking anything right now? Nahhs. Do you know the muffin man? Errrrm, who's the muffin man? Do you talk in your sleep? Sometimes. Have you ever flown a kite? Yeps, and i look like a moron while flying the kite. -.- When was the last time that you went swimming and where? Hougang swiming complex , three weeks ago. How many people are on your contactlist of your cell phone? Heck, i dont have phone! Have you ever asked for a horse? Naahs. Plans for tomorrow? School. Missing someone right now? Errm..*Coughs* How are you feeling today? Super boreddd. (Thats why i did all these quiz) Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school? Naw. What are you looking forward to? 7.30 show. Have you ever crawled through a window? Nahh. Can you handle the truth? Depends. Do you like green eggs and ham? EWWW! Any cool scars? Hello? I'm a girl?! Do you like or have a crush on anyone? *Coughs* Who was the last person you kissed? NADA! How often do you talk on the phone? When i'm bored lahh. Do you believe in love? Depends. Is there something you want that you can't have? The ability to play fhorn nicely. ;( Who did you last hug? Errrrr, I dont remember. Where is your phone? Next to the comp. What was the last thing you ate? Lunch. Favorite colours? Black, white, pink, violet, blue. Last movie you saw? 鬼阿鬼阿！ (Men in white) What song are you listening to? Some ahneh song they're playing downstairs. =x What do you want? Good results, improve in horn. What t.v. show are you watching? Nothing lahh. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Choonkun - says: HAHAHAH - says: READ THIS SENTENCE CAREFULL - says: YOU ARE THE BEST DAMN THING THAT MY EYES HAVE EVER SEEN - says: AND I SWEAR THAT - says: YOU ARE MY FIRST BESTFRIEND IN 2E4 - says: <333333! GOSHH. I'm sooo damn touched. =x Okay. Aloot of people made me touched since yesterday. And today of course. Thankyou Q-A-D, Joan, and you(: Okayy. The 70-question quiz. HOHOHO 1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?- Well. Anyone but ............. 2. When shopping at the grocery store,do you return your trolley?- Duh. 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?- Uh, i haven't kiss anyone yet. 4. Do you take compliments well?- NOPE. 5. Do you play Sudoku?- Naw. 6. If abandoned alone in thewilderness,would you survive?- Heck. Probably nope. 7. Do you like tongue rings?- Naw. 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?- Hmm. Nope i guess, i detest ALL types of camp. (Okay. Band camp's not counted)=x 12. Could you ever date someone with different religious beliefs?- Depends. 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?- Depend lah 14. Use three words to describe yourself at the moment.- Tired,bored,agigated? 15. Do any songs make you cry?- Love me. (I almost crieddd) 16. Are you continuing your education?- Duh? I'm only secTWO. 17. Do you know how to shoot a gun?- Definetly NO. 18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you'd take?- Hmm. I'll probably run for my life first.. -.- 22. What colour is your eyes?- Black 23. How tall are you?- 159cm 24. What colour is your hair?- Black lah 25.If you could do it over again,start from scratch, would you?- Noooope. I'm NOT that free okayy. 26. Any secret admirers?- Secret? nope. 27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?- Haha nope. 28. When was the last time you were at the mall?- Friday night after streaming talk. 29. Favourite ex?- No ex thankyou! 30. Favourite Macca's burger?- Uh. I dont usually eat bugers. 31. Do you like mayo?- eeeeerr. 32. Do you like mustard?- eeeerrr.. Naw. 34. Do you look like your mum or dad?- A lil' like both i guess. 35. How long does it take you to shower?- If i'm late,10mins. If i'm not, 15-30mins. -.- 36. Can you do the splits?- Whaddaya mean? 37. What movie do you want to seeright now?- Harrypotter. 39. What do you do for New Years?- Collect redpackets! 40. Do you think The Grudge was crappy?- I didnt see the movie, whaddaya think? 42. Do you own a camera phone?- No phonee. 44. Was your mum a cheerleader?- NAHH. 45. What's the last letter of your middle name?- tanJINGyi 47. How many hours of sleep do you geta night?- Not sure, (In other words, i did'nt count) 48. Do you like care bears?- Naw. They're TOO colourful, it's depressing okayy. 49. What do you buy at the movies?- Popcorrn? 50. Do you know how to play poker?- Naww. 51. Do you wear your seatbelt?- Yea. 52. What do you wear to sleep?- Clothes lahh. 53. Anything interesting near your house?- Erm, i saw this weird tent under my house? 54. You like your hair straight or curly?- Straight of course. 55. Is your lip pierced?- Nope. 56. Do you like Liver and Onions?- Ewwwwww. 57. Have you ever been in love?- NOPE. 58. Do you like funny or serious people better?- Hahaha, Both i guess. 59. Ever been to L.A.?- Nah. 60. Do you like the rain?- Yes on some occasion.(Especially during PE!) 61. Ocean or pool?- Neither. 62. What's your favourite drink?- I'm okay with anything. 63. Do you hate chocolate?- Nahh.. I LOVVE EM' 64. Are you a gullible person?- Sometimes. 66. Do you need a bf/gf to be happy?- Hm.. Not really. 67. Do you have socks on right now?- Nahhs. 68. Are you easy to get along with?- Depends. If i like the person, i'm definetly easy to get along with. 69. What is your favourite time of day?- Anytime so long it's after school. Hahs. 70. Do you like PINK?- Yea. Definetly! Okay. I noticed that some qns' missing!!!!!! Saturday, July 7, 2007 Streaming talk yesterday was VERY boring. Gees. I cant even understand why they gave us a talk late at night. Man, Alot of us skipped dinner okayy. Tskkk. Subjects offered are either SS/Lit + Combine sciences. Tsskk. I wannt SS/Lit + Thriple sciences! Urggggggggh. It's NOT FAIR! How am i gonna choose between my two favorite subjects? Urrrggggggggghhhh! Okay. Enough of streaming talk, or i'll start critisizing the teachers. Band was okay. Rather good in fact. Had footdrills at the start of the band practice. Hoh. We did it IN the field. TSSKK. & Well, I've found out that i fear drangonfly also. Okayokay. I fear almost anything that's under the category of 'insects' & you cant blame me..really. There's ALOT of drangonfly darting between our legs when we're doing drills. Thankgodness none attacked me. I'd have screamed. =x Well, the practice went rather well i guess. & Hey. Bryan(Clar.senior) came! Mrlun asked him to conduct us while he's busy doing something. The way he conduct was practically W-O-W! Okay. You get my point. Hahs. Seven night of july was okay. Solo was terrible. Screwed up alott. Mrlun said we came in on time. Nigel and miaoying 'Yay-ed'. I didn't. I was busy freaking out to say yay. Okayyyyy. I'll start typing in sentences from now onwards. I know it's irriatatingg. Hahaha But hey. Dont mind me. Insaninty runs in my family okayy. Ooops. Thankyou for sending me home. Thursday, July 5, 2007 Band exchange yesterday went rather well. Although our performance wasn't that great, but it's not as bad as time. Old folks home performance. Anyway, I seriously need alot of practices. My skills' deproving. Anywayy. There's this really cute guy. Hahaha. Aldo i think. & Almost half of the sec one girls are busy swooning over him. Hahs. Hey i dint okayy. Saw a frenchhornist from the australian band. Hoho. ONE only okayy. Aww.. such a huge disapointment. ;(((( The present's about $20 okayy. TSK. I really should have took the chocolate and eat it myself. Hahs. Anyway. Maths test today was kinda difficult. Sheeeesh. I dint study for the test. =x Thankyou thankyou thankyou. I'm really really touched. =x You're like the only person who'll do that. Tuesday, July 3, 2007 I dont understand those teachers. I really dont. I mean, one minute you're having this 'I-wont-agree-to-anything' attitude and the next minute you're agreeing to everything we said. Whats your problem? Stop putting on a false front acting as if you really what the best for us. Man, it really irks me to see you doing that. Urrggh. & Stop being suchh a pain in the ass. School today was boring. Geography lessons was as usual, Mdm tami lecturing us about how we didnt FULLY understand the questions, and making as jot down every single thing she said. Science wasnt any better at all. Well, although Mslow is much much nicer than Mdm tami(Of course) but learning and copying down notes about habitats and enviroment, lizards and sea anemone IS borring okay. It's a miracle that i DIDN'T sleeep. Well, Not that i would of course. Science lessons is too important to for me to enjoy a nap. Art lessons was kinda fun. Well, to a small extent. & Hey. I've noticed that i really am not creative. Not even a teeeny bit. Tsktssk. You know, a circle is nicer than some curvey curvey shape. That's explains it. -.-''' Homeecon lessons was okay, un-describable. There isnt any practical today. Hrumph. The ONLY thing thats nice about homeecon is practical okay. At least you get to fool around. Theory lessons is BORRING. & Mrs mohan set a suprisetest for us. Buulllocks. & I wasn't even paying attention during the last lessons lah. Sheeesh. Note to self : PAY ATTENTION DURING HOMEECON CLASS! (Even though it's super boring!) Pc lessons was much much better. At least i have the chance to fool around. :)))) Man, stop yelling at people non-stop okay? You're just annoying. Maths compeition thing was a DISASTER. I barely knew what i'm doing. & I did that whole freaking paper WITHOUT a calculater. Damn it! Urrrgh. & I left four 'freeresponse' questions un-done. SHEEEEEEEEESH. Used eennney meenney mo method to obtain some of my answers. HAHAHA Okay. Thats lame, but i really did use that. -.-"" Band exchange tomorw. GOSHGOSHGOSH. I DONT WANNA BE A DISGRACEEE! =x *Sigh* Dear Jolyn, HAPPY FOURTHEENth BIRTHDAY! Okay. You're fourteen luh. Better start acting like you're fourteen, not four. Hahs. & You better appreciate what i wrote okay. It's seldom that i'll write like that. Haha. So, are you honoured? Hahaha ;))) So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU*Shrieks* HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOU. Loves<3 Blogging really helps putting me into a better mood! Gees.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay