Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Monday, June 18, 2007
Sectionals today were a disaster. I havne to repeat every single thing again. I'm getting real sick of it. Can't we have a sectionals where you guys remember everything that i've taught and not make me repeat myself over and over again? It's not the first time okay. Why can't we have a proper sectionals for once? I'm not superwoman. I can't handle sec ones and you guys at the same time. I need time to practice also. What do you think i am? Some kind of deity? I seriously need time to practice okay? & WHYWHYWHY can't we all play together just like other sections? Look at the saxs.. the trumpeters.. They can play together as a section. & Why cant we? Why do i always have to teach the SAME thing that i've taught twice or even thrice again and again? & When it's the next practice, you guys just totally wipe all those things i've taught you off your minds. It's not like i'm mad or what. I really have no choice okay. & Dont say you're sorry or you're guilty. Cuz the same old thing will just happen again. I'm really stressed out. Really really stressed out. The tears just threatened to fall..... |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |