Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile This blog is only kept for memories sake. I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Exits Allure Bloom Crane Denotation Enigmatism Flair Grace Hope Initiation Archives January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Thursday, April 12, 2007 SYF today was filled with bittersweet memories.. alott of people cried. including mrlun. xD Anyway, we got sliver . Yay? or boo? To tell ya the truth,i was aiming for sliver.. but i wasnt considered happy today , and neither am i sad. TSKTSK. Anyway, dressed up in SYF uni in the morning and went to the band tm at around 7. They started warming up blahblahblah..than mrlun came and he started tuning us.. than he did a run-thru for sunrise annd tears fell. He said it was very nice..hoho. thats greeat. but we dint really play up to standart during syf. suckky hell. we could have got gold.......>.< anyway, was shaking like hell on stage.. made a few mistakes. tsk. and after the performance, the atmosphere is sooo not good.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay