Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile This blog is only kept for memories sake. I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Exits Allure Bloom Crane Denotation Enigmatism Flair Grace Hope Initiation Archives January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Saturday, March 31, 2007 heyheyhey! Sorry for not blogging for so lonng. Computer was spoilt..booohoo. but it's okay now, thanks to my cousin . hahaha.. things are rather hectic nowadays.. piano exams are over, and guess what? it suck like whatthehell. i always screwed up my piano exams ! i never, NEVER once not regret what i did inside the examination room . oh shucks. im suuch a sucker and loser.. tsk. anyway, the conducter from RI school came to band pract ytd.. actually, i think we really did improve luh . yay! =D Dint go sectionals today, ian and benedict cant make it, so there isnt any point going really. tsktsk. And you know what? i suddenly feels like watching movie. *sigh* april fool tomorw. ! Friday, March 23, 2007 im baaack to school .(since thursday .yeayeayea) wooohoo . it's niccee to be back at school .. xD but it's very uncomfortable luh . coughing almost every minute . ='( anyway, went back to band practice today . it dint go really well, we started playing sunrise.. i was like,trying my best to produce a sound , ( i can produce the sound okay.!)but it came out rather forceful . hrrruumph. lets hope my throat heals ya? xD after playing sunrise and we played it rather badly, mrlun was kinda fed-up and just left the room . it's soo damm dis-heartining luh . dont feel like talking about it now. Tuesday, March 20, 2007 went to sch and went home at 10 . urgh . been having a fever at 4 plus . 39.1 thats all for today , dont feel like blogging . Monday, March 19, 2007 Dint go to school today . *sigh* was rather booring at home .. doing homework and slping, nobody to chat with . tsktsktsk . woke up at 7.30am (my mom forced me okay ?)went to e doc, annd i was given 6 different type of medicine .! SIX !! omfg . im gonna die eating those medicine .. and now, im soo damm mentally drained luh .! And, i haven completed my maths,art,CME homework .! im like soo dead luh ! how i wished, my homeworks will VANISH into thin air . Dont wish for the impossible jingyi! *sigh* and suddenly, school life seems soo nice . tsk . anyway,been listening to britney's songs.. it's rather nice you know? swweeet .! =D Saturday, March 17, 2007 fever,no fever, fever, no fever, make up your mind will ya ? arrrgh .!! im sick of being sick .! it suck can? annd,my head hurts like fucking hell .! argh .! annd, my throat aint any better .. tsktsk .. im losing my voice luh !! tsk .! arggh . kay thats all for today peeps.. im gonna watch TV hoho . >.< Friday, March 16, 2007 i soo wanna go to the concert .! really cant believe it , i missed a concert . i sooo <3> now everyone is enjoying the concert while im sitting here, trying to drown my sorrows . argh . I WANNA GO TO THE CONCERT !! and guess what, im sick . S-I-C-K m'dears . im feeling soo damm feverish , and my throat hurts like **** and my head is like pounding like mad . arrgh . im starting to regret not going to the concert , maybe i shuld go.. but i keep having this this feeling that my head will hurt like crazy and, i will feel feverish during e concert . so thats why i dint go . boohoo . and anyway, and to bennedict and ian : thanks for cheering me up during sectionals,wheter it's by accident or on purpose . i really appreciate it . hoho . xD im borred booreed borred . super super borred . tsktsk . annd, im losing my goddammed voice , annd, i think im gonna haf a fever ! bullocks . x( anyway,ytd was kinda fun .. minus the project part, everything is fun . =DD here are some of the pics . > Thats joan,and me ..(reflection again .! hoho =DD) > Thats me and well, joan again . at vivocity will upload other pics nex time.. gosh, i really dont feel well. xS Wednesday, March 14, 2007 argh argh argh . maths sums are annoying, fustrating and argggh!! I totally dont understand what-the-heack mrs yaw is talking about! confusing confusing and STIILL, confusing . argharghargh . band isnt any better, i seems to be rather talkative nowadays.. tsk tsk .. must control of my mouth .!! for band practice today, the seniors said frenchhorn section improved, but i think we did not . maybe they dint went to band for a long time since last last time, and we might considered 'IMPROVED' by them .. hoho . but we stiill have looads of things to work upon ya .? =DD jiayou .! will you people STOP calling me mc? preety please .? LOL . *sigh* history project tomorw.. boring boring boooring ... annd sooon, march hols is gonna be over, im gonna haf my piano exam and soon SYF . time passed tooo fast . Tuesday, March 13, 2007 Just re-blogged ytd's post . hoho . dint went to sectionals ytd .. sorry lihua .. but i really hafta go out . T.T bought a bag,shirts,and yea, sch uniform just now .. sooo damm tired . and hey peeps, you noe wad? i actually kinda missed the camp . *sobs* Monday, March 12, 2007 im back from the camp .! woooots .! THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR JINGYI( for not dying in the camp . hoho [:) HIPHIP , hurray! HIPHIP, hurray! hahahaha .. there i go again . *sigh* camp was fun fun fun.!! and hello there peeps, IF i said it's fun, it IS fun ! cuz i usually detest camp .. LOL . The instructors are HOT HOT HOT ! humorous,and well, kinda lame luh . hahaha .! anyway , here's how it goes . DAY ONE Went to the sch as usual .. i look so darn stupid luh .! carrying 3 bags .. tsktsk .. aand, i got into group five . LOL . with choonkun,johnatan, and winston . talk about being lucky .. hoho . and suprisingly, lizhen was in grp 6 and grp 5 and 6 share the SAME instructor,andrew . wooots .! im like , duuh? soo damm happy? hahaha . SL for my group is daphne and maddy! SL for grp 6 is sihui . ! after some intro,drawing of flag(it look,look like erm, smthg sunny and bright?) ,choosing the group name,(i suggested earth .(cuz somebody wanted mars and venus. hohoho ) but it turns out that our grp name is SKY5(hi5 ..haha xDD) ) and playing some games, went set of to the camp site.. yadayadayadayada you know, we hafta WASH our own plates after every meal ..oh yea, and not forgeting the TASK we hafta fdo . and guess wad issit? SENGKANG, ARE YOU HUNGRY?? " hungry hungry, *clapclap* very very *clapclap* hungry very , *clapclap* very hungry *clapclap, chikalonga piiapiia chikalonga piiapiia CHIA ! argh . soooo damm troublesome . xD than after all that, went to play abceiling (i soo dont know how to spell) AND, i dont dare to play(IM AFRIAD OF HEIGHTS OKAY?) hah .! actually, i DONT DARE TO PLAY ANY OF THE GAMES THATS THOSE HIGH HIGH ONES . >.< wadeva wadeva .. huts are sooo damm cool . but i dont haf any place to sleep luh .. so . PANDA BEAR .! hohoho . >.< DAY TWO went playing wth mud .! and rafting(we're suppose to build our own boat) mud is like sooooo fun !! and dirty of course . andrew told us to SEAT in the mud .. yuuck .. and than he slpased mud all over us . hahaha... sooo NOT funny . and guess wad,for rafting, our boat just fall apart when it's put in the sea . hohoho . (lucky i wore lifejacket . but duuh, i know how to swim? LOL .) yadayadayadayada and anyway,the toliet STINKS! eeewwww.................... than at night, went for our nighttrial . they dont allow us to bring lightsticks and torchlight . bullocks .! it's SCARY at night okay? sooo damm dark .! than they started telling us that we'll hafta go ALONE, for boys and VICE VERSA . omfg . at that time, im like soo fucking scared luh .!! i almost cried luh . ya like real . anyway, they stared lead us to the main road and made us sit there for like, soo damm long . and it's kinda boring actually ! and im from : scared UNTIL bored . tsk . but they allow us to walk in twos luh . luckylucky . chuxuan and me just walked as quickly as we can ..phhew, im not dead yet , hoho DAY THREE camp fire preparation . sooo funny . we did a TAMIL dance .haha camp fire at night . sooo damm fun .! we cheered,we screamed.. but kinda sad actually .. losta peeps cried .. and i went around hugging peepos. i sooo miss andrew .! *sigh* DAY FOUR went picking up rubbish . hohoho .eekeekeekk . and eeveryone went around geetting their fwens to sign their camp shirts .. xDD anyway, this camp really rawks .(minus the high elements luh) and instructor ANDREW RAWKS .! gimme one instructor andrew clap! *clap* GOT FLY!!! GOT FLY!!! Thursday, March 8, 2007 omfg . omfg . camp tomorw .!! CAMP TOMORW .!!! can SOMEBODY JUST KILL ME RIGHT NOW ? I SOOO DONT WANNA GO CAMP! I'll turn black .!( or rather brown .) I'll have losta losta pimples! I'll have disgusting mosquitoes bites on me .!! I'll miss my COMPUTER ! I'll miss my mummy's fone .!! I'll miss my frenchhorn !!!!!!! I'll miss my BOSTER .! my BED .!! my ROOM!!! I'll miss my piano .!! (not quite luh .) I'll miss everybody!!!! urgh . URGH . URGGH!! annd , i think the grouping suck like shitty hell, and there is a huge possibility that i wont be grouped wth a girl frm 2e4 . OMFG . hooow am i gonna survive??????? oh ya , i forget to mention something just now . I'LL MISS MY TOLIET!!! okay okay! that's probably not the right thing to say now .. but I WANT MY TOLIET .!! LOL .! theres smthing INSANELY wrong wth me luh . xD and btw, we'r sleeping in HUTS . HUTS m'dears .! and even worse, HUTS with NO BED . omfg . how am i gonna sleep?? urgh . god bless me . Tuesday, March 6, 2007 mummy went to the teacher and parent's meeting ytd . mrs V said im guai . haha . =) well, maybe i am? hoho . anyway . i aint really satisified wth my results ...for the overall marks , i lost to choonkun by 0.something luh . puh-lease .!? urgh . band ytd . hoho . frenchhorn tutor came .!! he's brilliant! =) today really suck like fcuking hell . firstly , WHY must we quarrel ? i dont see the point . it's all just a MISUNDERSTANDING . puh-lease . but anyway , i HATE being accused . and pardon, i DONT forget . mind your attitude luh . im not even talking to you .!? Saturday, March 3, 2007 hey hey hey . seems like i've cooled off luh . *nothing happened before* friends again ya? =) was kinda sick in the morning .. flu and sorethroat . so cant go to the sectionals . tsk tsk . im sorry! im sorry nigel..i dont think i ian came right? argh . .why issit always like dat? argh . Thursday, March 1, 2007 hate me if you want to . i dont care .. and never will . puh-lease , mind your own tounge before saying others . people have pride you know .? youre a ***** lit lessons was fun fun fun as usual .! mrs V talked about some thing that's related to crush . and puupy love . eww .. and we were supposed to act out the fantasies we think of . and *thankgod* i partned wth joan . hurrrray! haha . we were saved by the bell . sooo our performance is tomorw luh . will blog tomorw . my hands are cold .. dont feel like blogging ..
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay