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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Thursday, February 15, 2007
the tears just doesnt seems to stop . once it starts, it took ages to stop . cried about four time i think .. was scolded by daddy cuz i dint eat lunch . was in a bad mood oredi .. had a bad day in sch .. i was like playing wth lulu's penknife in mrs V lesson today ... im like totally insane lahs. drag the penkninfe across my thumb twice to see whether it hurts anot . and suprise!! i hurts like !#(*&$# hell !!! and for the whole day,im like = l luhs . bad mood ya ? im sooo not myself .. anyway, me , lizhen and ivan , evan kena chosen for "counselling" by miss deborah or miss goh( OMFG!!) or mr tan . it's like . wth . i DINT DO ANYTHING WRONG! IM DARN INNOCENT . but they say they wanna get to know us betta . oh ya right . anywaay, my "counselling" thingy starts nex wed .. 2pm hohoho . must pull up my socks and wear ear studs on every wed luhs . *sigh* anyway . after being scolded by my daddy . i just lose it . i've been trying to ren quite long luhs ... band,studies etc... band band band . *sigh* frenchhorn section . thats what it's bothering me the most . why why WHY??? why must it be frenchhorn section?? we aint good . and we hafta play the front part of the tears' fell . and till now,it's as bad as !^%&(*&! im sad .. really sad .. why???!? must it be my section? why? and that !$^(O*&^ benedict says he might to go band tomorw .. becuz of some stupid primary school gathering thingy WTH . YOU CAN DUN GO ONE RIGHT????? IT AINT IMPORTANT!!! are u gonna make CRY again????????? omfg . you and ian betta go . okay back to frenchhorn . i really dread that day in SYF . wad if.. wad if? i dont really wanna say it's not nice. wad if, we play the front part wrongly? than it'll be frenchhorn's fault . my fault . ='( sobs . it's not like i dunwan to teach mah . i really tried my best although im mean . i dont intend to be mean.. if only the both of u try to improve.. *Sigh* really hope that somebody sensible who love frennchorn can join the section . and maybe that'll save the section? LOLS . better stop talking about band now ... or i'll emo again . lols . cried abit when im talking to choonkun . thankyou choonkun!! thanks for consoling me .. =)) my gorgor =) or jiejie? haha .. he's nice lah . stop here for now my fingers are tired. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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